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amazingphil danandphil danhowell danisnotonfire phillester sadphan suicidal suicide

phil lester hasn't been well lately. no not sick. mentally sick, yes. he has been feeling an over whelming sadness and doesn't know how to cope with it all. he beings o feel like everything is useless, even him. yes he loves dan, but he can't handle it all. so he ends it.  
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