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To be or not to be. . .

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Time 3h 43m

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A man who lost everything can find something worth to fight,to live for?
Emmett doesn't want to feel or do anything. The once famous climber , sitting in a wheelchair  and can't think of anything else just wanting to be a whole person again. Not that unusable disabled and shattered man he become.
Can he move over of his past glory and will he fight with his depression?All Rights Reserved

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RUSH by HecDaevis

Sometimes, I wondered if there was ever a time when I hadn't cared about others' opinions, either the subtle ones that I'd heard through hushed whispers... or the harsher ones I'd fabricated within my own mind. If there was a way to appease the vicious hounding of my own worries as they nipped at my heels, it felt far beyond my reach. I longed for the peace of hearing something unpleasant and allowing it to rush through me without it tearing me apart. --- Bennett Oden had long ago grown accustomed to the numbing coldness of reality. He led a miserable existence at the hands of his father, but starving was all he knew. He understood how to navigate it... and how to survive on having just enough. On being just enough. Then, he crashed into Mason Locke-warmth incarnate. [Book 1 of The Rapture Series. Stand-Alone.)

Could it be love! by Ali-Panda

An ambitious Lawyer who raises his two brothers is going stir crazy. His brothers do not listen, they fight with each other, and the household feels like hate. He tries to spend time with them, but he does not have that nurture capability. He has a dry personality. Every time he tries to do something nice one of them takes it as a hostile move. He can never please one brother without pissing the other one off! Then you have the nerdy teacher that streams games and is trying to find his place in this new town. He is shy, caring, and missing his family. Coming out to his family was different than what he thought it would be. He moved away and tried to start over. Could he get the chance here he never got at home. He is alone and he is afraid. Both men have been going to the same coffee shop for weeks. They both recognize each other from Tinder. Will one of them make the first step? Is a relationship what they want or just some friends with benefits. NOTE: This story will contain, Manxman, punishments, abusive language, some hatred, spankings, and resentfulness. Read at you own risks. This will eventually contain spicy scenes which I will indicate before and after. You can always skip these scenes and continue on with the story! In the end though you may be surprised the outcome of the situation.

The Guard To My Sanctuary by mmiddle5

Elm has known abuse for most his life. Threads of the past were the only thing that kept him going as he endured the pain inflicted. After escaping into the arms of a man with trauma of his own. Elm is forced to build a life for himself and his growing family. After years of living in fear, he must learn to trust a stranger and in himself to build back peace into his life. This won't be easy for him as those who inflicted the pain are around the corner ready to pounce. Marco is a warrior who sees a man who he wants to know but fears he might destroy. The trauma that he sees in Elm is much more than he knows how to heal, but he is willing to try. He has to protect Elm because he had made it his responsibility to protect the stranger who quickly becomes family. Something he thought that he would never have after losing his first one.

OFFICE ROMANCE. (BxB) by Victry2023

Imagine walking into an interview you didn't even want to attend, only to realize the man you provoked, insulted, and argued with earlier that morning is the CEO of the company. With zero hope of getting the job, you decide to have a little fun and push his buttons even further. After all, what's the harm if you're doomed anyway? But here's the twist: against all odds, you get hired! What happens when first impressions go hilariously wrong-Can't help but think that he hasn't hired me in good terms...

His Death Awakened Me (BoyxBoy) by MrBriggs

How do you handle the loss of someone you care about? Jake has to deal with the unexpected as it turns his world upside down. Will he be able to accept himself? (Gay romance)

All you need is ME by TheWitchAndTheCat

WARNING: mature content of boyxboy or better manxman story and actions. The story is R-rated, therefore you know what it means. Thank you for your understanding. Story NOT EDITED. I apologize for the inconvenience, but I shall edit it as soon as possible. Emmett is a broken man, in a blink he had lost everything. His brilliant career in the NBA with a stellar contract, the fame and glory, his family, his fiancée abandoned him when he most needed her, when he most needed an anchor to keep him from sinking to the lowest point. Now Emmett lives on far side of the Atlantic Ocean, in the small, but colourful Dublin. However, his past nightmares keep hunting him, the regret eats his soul day after day. He is alive, but inside he is empty and arid. Then he meets someone, a brat with a natural talent for getting on your nerves. Shane, the young lad of 19yrs old is another broken and abandoned soul. Another wrecked soul who loathes with all his passion self pity and other's commiseration. He told his parents he is gay and hoped they would support him. They kicked him out to a hell hole and now he only lets his anger, acid sarcasm and resentment give him the force to face every single day to help him finally leave that hole. While Shane is openly attracted by the hot and empty eyes Emmett and tries to get under his skin with his provocations, Emmett tries with all his force to deny how intriguing and alluring are Shane's liquid eyes and the strange wicked light they hold in the back. And his smirking and soft lips. Will Emmett sink lower and end eaten by his own regrets or will he find the force and guts to react and win all of his prejudices? Can a broken soul repair another broken soul? Cover by Azer90

Captured (BoyxBoy) by kayvho

Damien was a man of power. He always got his way, and ran his pack tightly. No one ever broke the laws in fear of punishment, and no intruder has ever lived to tell their story. What Happens when his mate comes along; will everything change? (UNDER EDITING: It's still readable, but just a warning)

Healing Ties (Ties, Book 2) | ✓ by overlordpotatoe

[Sequel to Frayed Ties] Fanner has spent his entire life being an unwanted failure of a Companion, so even if training to become a healer means a life of isolation and pain it isn't so bad because at least it's something he's good at. At least he's valued. And then one day things go too far and he proves himself the ultimate failure at that as well. Afraid of the consequences of his actions, he runs away. Yore isn't expecting to find an injured Companion of all things on his way back home, and he's immediately suspicious. He wants to treat the young man kindly and tell him everything is going to be okay, but there's too much at stake to risk telling him anything until Yore can be sure he's not there to spy on them. Can they find trust in one another while they're both holding onto so many secrets?

SWEET EXILE by Lyfeo_M_Jay

Mallory always kept to himself, he liked living his life away from the prying eyes of the people of Casterly, with his clinic in top shape he had everything he wanted but that's what people thought. Harley couldn't bring himself to kill his little brother, his father saw this along with other reasons as weak will, he was exiled from the pack after being injured. In exile he learns the meaning of love and and also to how to cherish something you've waited for, for twelve years. 1.guyxguy

The Deep End ✔️ by namesakens

(Sequel to Above Water) A summer fling turned into the worst possible case of ghosting Thomas had ever seen. When he first met Dallas two years prior, Thomas never imagined letting him far enough into his heart to get hurt. It was just one summer, after all. They met, had fun, then called it quits, promising to keep in touch in the event that they may reunite again one day. Thomas just didn't expect the ache of grieving a relationship that never existed when Dallas, without explanation, cut contact. Two years later, the holidays brought the pair back together . . . with some unfortunate circumstances. It turns into a matter of following love or reason this time. And maybe, just maybe, two lost souls will bind together once more.

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RUSH

Sometimes, I wondered if there was ever a time when I hadn't cared about others' opinions, either the subtle ones that I'd heard through hushed whispers... or the harsher ones I'd fabricated within my own mind. If there was a way to appease the vicious hounding of my own worries as they nipped at my heels, it felt far beyond my reach. I longed for the peace of hearing something unpleasant and allowing it to rush through me without it tearing me apart. --- Bennett Oden had long ago grown accustomed to the numbing coldness of reality. He led a miserable existence at the hands of his father, but starving was all he knew. He understood how to navigate it... and how to survive on having just enough. On being just enough. Then, he crashed into Mason Locke-warmth incarnate. [Book 1 of The Rapture Series. Stand-Alone.)