Harry looks so grown up and seeing his face everyone makes me feel like part of me is missing, like I have missed a part of his life. We were best friends for 10 years and then nothing. We didn't even talk. I would do anything to hear his raspy dark voice again, how it was full of light at the same time. He is now touring the world and I have no part in his life, I probably never will. I fucked things up big time but have to face that.