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New Life

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Reads 90,275
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Parts 40
Time 6h 58m

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Slowish updates. Some will be faster than others. 

Dear Mum, 

I miss you. I don't know how to go on without you. I can't say that I understand why is it that you were taken from me. I can't say that I don't hate you just a little for leaving me with him. I can't fathom how my life has become like this, filled with dread and fear. Pain and hurt. I want it all to stop and it will mum. I promise I am going to make this hurt go away. 

Maybe I cannot say all of that out loud but I can say that I love you. Love you more than my life. I hope you aren't angry at me for my thoughts... For my decisions. It's just I can't live this life, not anymore. 

I'm sorry. 

Love 
Your boy, Lou. 

Louis was right. He was going to make the pain stop, he was going to stop hurting eventually. He would never feel fear again. 

But maybe, just maybe it didn't happen by the decision he wanted to make. Maybe something so unexpected saved him from his death.All Rights Reserved

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Past Escaping's *Larry AU* by Ness2813

In 2012, Louis Tomlinson was just twenty years old, he had an amazing step father, a wonderful mother, great siblings, but his boyfriend...he was involved in some deep shit with his cousin. Only way to pay him was to string along Louis in both physical and emotional pain. Harry was seventeen, experimenting freely with all the men he could find. Once he met a certain red head boy at a New Years eve party in Doncaster, he really hit it off. Now, three years later, both boys have changed dramatically. Harry losing his mother, gaining a great paying job, losing his ginger boyfriend, finding his twin brother again. He was going through the normal stuff. Louis on the other hand, nightmares, moving, money, shame, scars, mother in a coma. These two find themselves in London being slightly curious with the other. But they didn't realize that they both had one friend or ex friend in common, and they were about to get in some even deeper shit than back in 2012. It's their past escaping's coming back. (C) All Right Reserved 2015 -Nessie82693 **Please be advised that I was very young and still in literature classes when I wrote this lol

✧ Bumps in the road ✧ by addie_124

The world truly seems to be against Louis Tomlinson. After leaving one direction his life seemed to go to shit. Any thing that could go wrong has. At least he still has Harry but how long until the world rips Louis' love away? Trigger warnings for this book: eating disorders, self harm, mentions of rape, mentions of suicidal thoughts Strong language used If you find any of this concerning this book may either not be for you or read at your own pace. Messages are always open : )

Mistake by maddslhorn_x

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Can't You See? (Boyxboy) by Denhammadison

"If you love someone you tell them. Even if your scared that it's not the right thing. Even if your scared that it will cause problems. Even if your scared it will burn your life to the ground. You say it, and you say it loud. And then you go from there." Harry and Louis, best mates. Always have been. The fans called them Larry Stylinson cause they were always so close. They thought they were together but they weren't. What happens when all this goes too far? What happens when feelings arise? Will everything be fine or crash and burn? "Can't you see?" (This is a Larry one shot. I might end up having it spit into two parts but I'm not sure yet. You don't like Larry don't read.) WARNING: self harming is present if this will trigger you please do not read! Also maybe some boyxboy but not sure yet considering I've never wrote stuff like that before only read it. Hope you guys like it :)

Things I can't//Larry Stylinson by mmmaarrrii000

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Guns & Roses (Larry Stylinson) by British-1D-Irish

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Shit, maybe I miss you//Larry Stylinson by mmmaarrrii000

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It Ended With An "Oops" And "Hi" by flowercrownss

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I don't wanna lose control |~l.S.| by kayaExL

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