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New Life

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Slowish updates. Some will be faster than others. 

Dear Mum, 

I miss you. I don't know how to go on without you. I can't say that I understand why is it that you were taken from me. I can't say that I don't hate you just a little for leaving me with him. I can't fathom how my life has become like this, filled with dread and fear. Pain and hurt. I want it all to stop and it will mum. I promise I am going to make this hurt go away. 

Maybe I cannot say all of that out loud but I can say that I love you. Love you more than my life. I hope you aren't angry at me for my thoughts... For my decisions. It's just I can't live this life, not anymore. 

I'm sorry. 

Love 
Your boy, Lou. 

Louis was right. He was going to make the pain stop, he was going to stop hurting eventually. He would never feel fear again. 

But maybe, just maybe it didn't happen by the decision he wanted to make. Maybe something so unexpected saved him from his death.All Rights Reserved

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Psycho Daddy {sequel to Aggressive}[complete] by crzyhrry

He's still Aggressive. Now he's just more Psycho. ... Harry's moved on. After a few years, a lot has happened but he wasn't expecting a very unusual visit from what he knows is the love of his life. But Louis is different, Harry as well. Living on his own, Harry has become more independent, feminine and had a keen love for nature an children. But Louis is messed up in the head, thinking the most horrific scenes were pleasurable for both parties. Bondage, whips, paddles, you name it. The word pain equals pleasure in the mind of Louis Tomlinson. What happens when Harry once again signs the contract? However this time he belongs to a psychotic monster... ~ A/N: In the sequel to Aggressive there are a few differences so don't comment how your confused and stuff I'm telling you now. Louis has parents here, but his mother is the only one that really cares about him while his father doesn't really give a shit. Other than that enjoy :)

DEFENCE // LARRY STYLINSON // LOUIS TOMLINSON by louissfallenangel

"No, no. No talking little bug, this is the part where you listen" he cuts me off before I can finish. I'm disappointed in myself for complying to his orders. I told myself when I left him that I wouldn't let him control me like this anymore. But here I am, pinned to the bathroom wall, with his hand securely fastened around my now throbbing erection, feeling my body surrender to Harry's commands. Louis and Harry have a toxic relationship, one that no matter how many times Louis tries to leave, he finds himself back and falling surrender to Harry. It isn't that he doesn't love the dominance that Harry holds when they are together, its the fact that he only feels like he knows half of his life. Harry, always a complex, dark character, holds so many secrets that he doesn't even know how to explain or understand himself. But what he does know, is that his love for Louis is something he can never lose, he knows that the day Louis decides he doesn't want him anymore, there will be no reasons left to live. Just how far will Harry go to protect his secret life, in order to keep his relationship safe, knowing that every secret is slowly tearing them apart.

Never Knew I Needed - Larry Stylinson AU by LarryWriting

Louis Tomlinson didn't need anybody. If he didn't need anybody, then he didn't have to care for anybody in return. And that's just how he liked it. He had three close friends, and that's all he'd allow. Until Harry Styles came along and ruined everything. Louis becomes confused as to if he really hates Harry, or if he feels something different... (June 2013 Elsie here. I was a bit of a carrot when I wrote this. Just... ugh, please forgive me.

Shit, maybe I miss you//Larry Stylinson by mmmaarrrii000

Louis loves to tease Harry and make him feel uncomfortable. But what if they somehow develop feelings for each other, but there is a problem - they have to keep their relationship a secret, because... --- "You like playing with me, don't you?" He puts his hands on my knees and gives me a little squeeze. That sends electricity through my whole body and I can't move, can't talk, can't breathe. I am totally under his influence. "But this time, I own the rules," his smirk is even wider and he doesn't wait any second and leans in. He presses his soft pink lips on mine. I am taken away by his action that I don't know what to do, but my lips certainly do. They start moving in sync with Louis'.

Good People // ls by the_night_changed

"I am, and always will be about you." Harry and Louis used to be childhood best finds. Until they had to leave each other. But true lovers always find each other at the end. Harry has a secret. But when he tells Louis, instead of everything getting better, as it should, everything gets worse and worse, like it's destined. Life is full of betrayals. Manipulation. He was right, wasn't he? But she wasn't wrong either. What you should know is known by your betrayer. Who to trust and what to feel? No one knows We are Good People. College au

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Guns & Roses (Larry Stylinson) by British-1D-Irish

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Change [L.S] by Romz_larryaf

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Coach Styles [l.s] by brblarry

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