my journey through life as a depressed fuck♥

* trigger warning: caution! you shouldn't be afraid of darkness, I'm handling with several mental illnesses. *

this story is an anthology telling about life's dark and pretty sides. but mostly the dark ruined sides though.
each chapter is independently telling a different kind of story, mostly capturing moments made by hasty feelings, trying to explain my emotions and darkness throughout a somehow poetic way.

sadly I couldn't capture everything, cause after hitting the keyboard there was a moment where I had no idea how to describe the chaos anymore. that's where the story stops.
and it's what makes this somehow special as a own kind of thing.
I decided to keep the first words of the last unfinished sentence, to make it the essence of this work.

just trying something. never did this wack emotional stuff before. so let's see what happens.

language: chapters are skipping between English and German.