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(WARNING BXB ACTION IN THIS BOOK) 


june is a 18 year old  boy whose dad divorced  june's needie mom who ends up leaving with her rich boyfriend that doesn't like kids so that leave june to take care of his 5 year old sister anna and 2 year old sister lisa by him self in the house. june mom pops up now and then to see how they are and to give june a little money but not enough to pay rent and feed all three of them so June trys to find ways to look for a job but it's hard so he tries to find things to do until then. like doing things for his aggressive ex boyfriend. and also that's where kevin comes in. 
 
kevin is a 22 year old business man who lives in an apartment alone. he goes on dates but never can find the right guy. then he meets June.......All Rights Reserved

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