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Self-Inflicted Achromatic

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Parts 18
Time 49m

boy bully death depress hatsunemiku lonely miku mikuxreader sad school suicide vocaloid vocaloidxmalereader wattys2018 xreader

A Depressed! Miku x Suicidal! Reader.

"I'm nothing but a waste of space..."

(Y/N) keep questioning himself why he even exist in the world when people bringing him down.
Over and over again th question keeps playing in his mind like a broken tape. In the end, (Y/N) decided to end his life...will he?

WARNING: This story will contain self-harm like suicide and bully and...a lot waves of emotions...

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My first Vocaloid x Male reader! Hope you  enjoy ^.^

Compitable with OCs and female reader (if you really want to).

§Based on a song§
'Self-Inflicted Achromatic' 
by nekobolo feat. Hatsune MikuAll Rights Reserved

boy bully death depress hatsunemiku lonely miku mikuxreader sad school suicide vocaloid vocaloidxmalereader wattys2018 xreader

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Please Don't Save Me [BkDk] by th4t_cut3_g4rl

Izuku Midoriya is a 16 year old boy, he has planned his own death, yes that is right, he is planned how he is going to kill himself and he decided to try multiple times, he is so determined to die, and no-one in the class notices. A depressed and suicidal child who acts happy around others, his mother died recently due to suicide saying she didn't want to be near his useless self, and nobody, not even his childhood friend knows about his situation. His friends leave him out in almost every activity, this makes him overwhelmed with emotions and makes him fall into deep depression thinking they don't care about him and only pity him when he is upset, but when they try and stop him from killing himself, what will he think and do? ⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ --------------------- Self harm Suicide related conversations Suicidal thoughts Suicidal actions Character death Eating Disorder Attempted suicide Swearing Blood Hints of a seizure Mentions of a seizure Kidnapping ----------------- (This story has mean inko in, when she was alive) ----------------------------- If any of this bothers you or makes you uncomfortable either skip the scenes or don't read this book. -------------------------------- What happens when the happiest greenette in 1-A tries to kill himself over and over again? Will his classmates be able to put a stop to his self hatred or will they have to painfully go to his funeral? Read to find out! ____________________ Ships! ---------- (If you are unhappy with them then I don't think you should read his story) ---------- Bakudeku Minatsu Shinkami Momojiro Seroroki Erasermic

Loveless by Mother_Neko

"I'm sorry I was never good enough," Izuku slowly climbed over the rails "I tried I really did my best to prove myself...So why can't anyone see that?" 'Do it Izuku.....it's the only way' Izuku let the tears fall as he let go. A large broken smile graces his face as the air harshly kisses his skin. "MIDORIYA!" 'It's going to be ok now' "Please save me" The small boy whispered as he neared the ground. No one notices that he's in pain. No one notices that the happy mask he always wears is crumbling. Everyone ignores the deafening sound of his cracking heart. Izuku Midoriya is falling deeper and deeper. Will anyone be able to catch him in time? ⚠️Warning⚠️ -Swearing -Self harm -suicide attempts -suicide mentions -triggering topics/Scenes -LGBTQ+ relationships -Bullying -Abuse -Torture -Death Ships included: Tokoshinkamideku (Izuku x Tokoyami x Shinso x Kaminari) Erasermic (Aizawa x Yamada) One-sided Tododeku One-sided Todobaku One-sided Bakudeku One-sided KamiJiro One-sided YamiTsu One-sided Kiribaku

A funeral... A Wedding... One Church by Chimera_Regarion

One jump, one adive, was it really the answer to the problem? Sure it was worth giving a try but would god really answer the prayers? Izuku Midoriya, couldn't stand it anymore. Each passing day he would get yelled at, beaten, burned and used as a personal punching bag. There was nothing he didn't experience. His heart was already beaten yellow, black and blue. He didn't know what it meant to be loved, to be cared to be just him! So in a desperate attempt, this young child went to a rooftop and did the only thing left to do and jumped.... only that as done with life as he was, life was not done giving up on him. A/N: This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

Bakugou's Poem (depressed/suicidal/abused Bakugou) by AngryOne1

COMPLETE!!! Bakugou knows nobody likes him. He knows they are all lying when they say they do. He knows they could not care less. He knows he is worthless, weak, and cruel. He knows he should not be how he is. He knows they would all be better off without him. Or: Bakugou has to present a poem and the class finds out how he really feels. I do not own any characters from BNHA, the anime itself, nor the pictures on this story, though the story written on here is mine! My first fanfic and thank you to anyone who reads! Any and all criticism appreciated! I absolutely loved writing this, it's my baby!! XD Go check out my new story, Rehabilitating Bakugou!! -Angry Started: February 5, 2020 Ended: February 11, 2020 Rankings!!! #2 kiribaku Feb 25, 2020 #4 kiribaku Aug 7, 2020 #1 class1-a Feb 22, 2020 #2 bakusquad March 7, 2020 #1 idontknowhatimdoing Feb 22, 2020 #1 depressedbakugou Feb 22, 2020

" i'm so sorry deku." by Luna176357

Deku has been masking his feelings for a long time and hiding his biggest secret, but recently things have gotten much worse and the thoughts have grown louder. Until 1 day bakugou accidentally finds out izuku's secret and everything he thought he knew about him dissapears in an instant , he must now count his words carefully because izuku is a tickking time bom. (TW! The following are mentioned in this story: SelfHarm,Suicide,Depression,Anxiety,PanicAttacks,Rape an SA. IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY THESE TOPICS ESPECIALLY SH PLEASE DO NOT READ!) i hope you enjoy this sad bakudeku story . [THIS IS MY FIRST EVER STORY WRITTEN SO IM SORRY IF ITS BAD OR IF I MISS SPELL ANYTHING I HAVE DYSLEXIA T-T otherwise enjoy my sad story lovers<3]

Good Enough?! by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya had enough from life, everyone was telling him how useless he was. His mother stopped looking at him. His best friend bullies him. He had no one who cares about him or so he thought. "Thank you for saving me, you are a great hero, I won't do this again. I promise! Can you unbind the scarf now?" He chose his words carefully and gave the sleep-deprived hero the brightest fake smile he could offer. "I am really fine! You can now go and continue your hero work." "You don't look fine!" .... This is a suicidal Deku story combined with Dadzawa. A/N: Be warned mention of suicidal thought and attempts as well as cutting. I do not make any waning beforehand in the story so consider yourself warned. This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. I was inspired by an Ao3 story I read, I wish I could remember the title of it, but I don't I am sorry. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner. Highest Ranking: 07.03.21 1 in Suicid 07.03.21 5 in Suicidalizuku 26.03.21 1 in depressedizuku 26.03.21 1 in abusedizuku 26.03.21 3 in suicidaldeku 26.03.21 2 in dadzu 30.03.21 2 in izukumidoriya

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Please Don't Save Me [BkDk] cover

A funeral... A Wedding... One Church cover

Bakugou's Poem (depressed/suicidal/abused Bakugou) cover

" i'm so sorry deku." cover

Good Enough?! cover

Vocaloid: SHADOWS IN THE SPOTLIGHT [Miku X Luka] cover

♡Floating To The Surface♡ ||A Badasss Deku Story|| (discontinued) cover

do you really love me? (suicidal deku x bakugo) cover

(Len X Miku) Bully to boyfriend (COMPLETED) cover

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Izuku Midoriya is a 16 year old boy, he has planned his own death, yes that is right, he is planned how he is going to kill himself and he decided to try multiple times, he is so determined to die, and no-one in the class notices. A depressed and suicidal child who acts happy around others, his mother died recently due to suicide saying she didn't want to be near his useless self, and nobody, not even his childhood friend knows about his situation. His friends leave him out in almost every activity, this makes him overwhelmed with emotions and makes him fall into deep depression thinking they don't care about him and only pity him when he is upset, but when they try and stop him from killing himself, what will he think and do? ⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ --------------------- Self harm Suicide related conversations Suicidal thoughts Suicidal actions Character death Eating Disorder Attempted suicide Swearing Blood Hints of a seizure Mentions of a seizure Kidnapping ----------------- (This story has mean inko in, when she was alive) ----------------------------- If any of this bothers you or makes you uncomfortable either skip the scenes or don't read this book. -------------------------------- What happens when the happiest greenette in 1-A tries to kill himself over and over again? Will his classmates be able to put a stop to his self hatred or will they have to painfully go to his funeral? Read to find out! ____________________ Ships! ---------- (If you are unhappy with them then I don't think you should read his story) ---------- Bakudeku Minatsu Shinkami Momojiro Seroroki Erasermic