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Self-Inflicted Achromatic

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Parts 18
Time 49m

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A Depressed! Miku x Suicidal! Reader.

"I'm nothing but a waste of space..."

(Y/N) keep questioning himself why he even exist in the world when people bringing him down.
Over and over again th question keeps playing in his mind like a broken tape. In the end, (Y/N) decided to end his life...will he?

WARNING: This story will contain self-harm like suicide and bully and...a lot waves of emotions...

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My first Vocaloid x Male reader! Hope you  enjoy ^.^

Compitable with OCs and female reader (if you really want to).

§Based on a song§
'Self-Inflicted Achromatic' 
by nekobolo feat. Hatsune MikuAll Rights Reserved

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Cliffside by softbiscuit

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