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Self-Inflicted Achromatic

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Parts 18
Time 49m

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A Depressed! Miku x Suicidal! Reader.

"I'm nothing but a waste of space..."

(Y/N) keep questioning himself why he even exist in the world when people bringing him down.
Over and over again th question keeps playing in his mind like a broken tape. In the end, (Y/N) decided to end his life...will he?

WARNING: This story will contain self-harm like suicide and bully and...a lot waves of emotions...

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My first Vocaloid x Male reader! Hope you  enjoy ^.^

Compitable with OCs and female reader (if you really want to).

§Based on a song§
'Self-Inflicted Achromatic' 
by nekobolo feat. Hatsune MikuAll Rights Reserved

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do you really love me? (suicidal deku x bakugo) by solo_17

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(Len X Miku) Bully to boyfriend (COMPLETED) by Maryammadawaki

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Dazai angst I felt like writing ACTUAL WRITING WILL BE POSTED BY APRIL 30TH !PLEASE MIND THE TW'S THIS IS INCREDIBLY HEAVY! Child endangerment Child abuse Hypothermia Starvation/Descriptions of intense hunger Suicidal thoughts/Ideation Implications of non consensual medical drug usage Self harm Blood Gun/Blades Thoughts/Urges to hurt others (?) Dehumanization Depression Self neglect Suicide/Attempt (VERY descriptive) Panic attack descriptions Slight religious imagery (?) Descriptions of gore/injury Brief mention of torture Law breaking/reckless driving (?) Emotional suppression (?) Drastic mood swings/changes Mentioned character death Playlist on first part and taking suggestions