what have i done to me

I wrote these because they are how i feel about things that are happening to me or my friends...They mainly deal with death so if you get triggered easily don't read please...I don't want to send one of my readers into a mental breakdown i have had plenty of those because the writer didn't warn the readers about triggers in the book.
They are all different kinds of stories but they have one thing in common. Let me know if you can find it