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Memory Jar

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Reads 207
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Parts 11
Time 49m

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"Stop doing this! You're better than that!"
"You're wearing that? What kind of animal are you?"
"This isn't healthy! Stop this instant!"
"You are not a barbarian! Is this how we raised you to be?
"Stop this!"








"Your gaining bad habits this way... please... is there for you to stop? Can't you just... stop?"
"..."
"Please..."
"Why can't I just stop? It's not as easy as you'd expect."

This was just one of the many stories I had within my memory jar. I couldn't keep them all in my head, so I just decided to put my thoughts into jars. What? They keep them locked up tight.All Rights Reserved

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" Stop trying to figure me out! Stop thinking I have this past tragic tear jerking life! Can't you just get it? Can't you just get that something didn't have to go so tragically wrong and so baffling terrible for demons to arise in my head? Can't you just get that I don't have to be a puzzle to have parts of me missing?" I've always believed that everything happened for a reason. Of course sometimes it was just that we were stupid and made stupid choices. And there was also that sometimes life just decided it hadn't played enough tricks on you. But other times,it was good. I think I was like a whirlwind and he was like the ocean.

The Selfless Me by Blo0ki

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333 Network

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