A million ways life could be

Hello, I don't even know if I'm gonna publish this but I'm gonna write it anyway. This is a story full of what ifs that somehow have been conjured up by this crazy machine I have called a brain. Most , actually I'm about 97% sure it's all of them, are not very positive so yeh. Just thought I'd let you know . Wait, who even are 'you'? You could be a god damned killer for all I know, I mean this is the 21st century. Who knows what kind of people want to read bad and unamusing tales from a teenager, who is ,most likely to be across the world from themselves. Sorry, I tend to rant a lot.....ok its official, I'm crazy. I'm writing my thoughts online to something no one can see yet and I'm apologising to an electronic device. Ok I'm just gonna get on with the actual what ifs. What if this is a what if and you don't even know it.
.........what if we aren't even real and this is all a dream. I'm genuinely considering this. What if we call reality reality because we know we aren't real and we need security in the fact that we matter. Ok that is way off track.