Silently Drowning
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Última publicación vie, may 12, 2017
"I'm fine." Words I'm all too familiar with. It's easy to lie once you learn how to put on a convincing smile and walk around like a happy, normal human. But I'm far from that. And no one knows that I'm silently drowning in grief, anxiety, and depression.
Until he comes along.
I'd just like to say that my chapters start out small, but they'll gradually get longer and more interesting.
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