My Journey to Happiness
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Last published Sat, Apr 8, 2017
To keep it short: For five years of my life, I've wanted to die. I've grown to hate and doubt myself, doing so has gotten in the way of my will to live, my happiness, and my education. I've come to find myself figuring out at one of the lowest points of my life that I need to stop, I need to stop being how I am now and I need to start being happy. This is my journey to happiness and self love. I don't know how long it will be, or how hard, but I'm ready to take every step, no matter how painful or long.
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