Evermore
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I was at a bad point in my life, living like a hollow shell, treading through each day like a zombie. I was going down a path of self-destruction, I knew it at that time, I knew where I was going and what I was doing to myself. I did things I regretted, horrible things, but I couldn't stop, I didn't want to stop, it was the only way to drown out my sorrows. Each day I got worse, and each day I still refused to stop.
Nothing good happened, everything bad did. I kept fighting against my darkness with a different kind of darkness, chasing away the pain and sorrow by succumbing to the drink more often than could have been healthy. No one knew how to console me anymore, just the buzz and the high. I tuned everything out. I craved sweet release as the ever-present grief and guilt swallowed me whole.
For a time, I was able to push away my vice temporarily, to feign a sense of normalcy to appease the worried souls surrounding me. But I knew it was only a momentary escape and that soon enough, the corruption would come to claim me again. It was only a matter of time.
But then, everything changed.
She, somehow through every impossibility, came into my life.
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