learning to love again
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Last published Sun, Jan 20, 2019
what do you do when you are so in love with someone that you want to spend every waking moment with them. you love being around them and they truly make you genuinely happy. what do you do when all of your worth is in this one being, who to you, seems so perfect, but is actually so different. what do you do when this person cheats on you, then harms you, and threatens you, only to continually break your heart again and again. day after day for a year. what do you do when the love you have for yourself is suddenly so minuscule because this monster made it hard to look in the mirror every morning knowing that you are someone's slave. what do you do when you finally get out of this toxic dominative relationship......
you learn to love again.
hello, my name is brontelle, better known as bronte, walker, i am 17 years old and i live in beverly hills CA. i have two brothers brooks who is 18, and brent who is 20, my brothers are my bestfriends and have been since i was born. i'm a junior in highschool at beverly hills prep, my brother brooks is a senior his bestfriends are austin and tyler and they are always with us. today is the first day of school. my bestfriends name is payton alt. last year i broke up with my boyfriend of two years, kyle. he cheated on me. 4 times. 4 different girls. he also physically assaulted me several times, no one knows that though, only me, him and my bestfriend payton. yeah so this year i'm starting fresh. here we go.
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