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Still My Beating Heart (discontinued)

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Parts 19
Time 2h 40m

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"We can't do this. No matter how much....how much I want to.....we can't. It's wrong and-" he grabs me and he kisses me again. I was about to give in again and finally let him win and let him have me but my senses told me to back off. I pull back again, gasping for air. He lets out a groan as I do so. 

And then I slap him. It wasn't enough to knock him back but it was enough to startle him. He looks at me, wide eyed. 

"Don't kiss me again." I say softly, gulping. I start blinking quickly and my palms get sweaty. I was starting to feel guilty. 

"Why? Because you like it or because you're scared you'll fall for me?" He smirks, leaning back against the motorcycle. All the guilt goes away when he flashes me that smug smirk.

"Both." 

*******

Shepard Darien has homophobic parents that want nothing more than for Shepard to get a girlfriend instead of staying inside all the time and reading. 

He's a senior, straight A's and always the quiet one, the one that doesn't take risks but when  badboy and rebel, Blake Martinez, rides up and offers a ride on his black motorcycle, he risks it and hops on behind him.

 Though later on, he realises that he's risking more than just a minute or two of freedom with the green eyed guy with the motorcycle.All Rights Reserved

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Out Of Hours by Pric3e3

Allister is brand new to the world of work; fresh out of high school. His boss is nothing like he expects and very quickly his learning that his office job isn't going to be as boring, mundane and straight forward as he thought it would. Unfold with him the new pleasures and experiences he learns whilst also being by his side with all his lows that come with them. **"You're pissing me off!" I shout. "Yeah? You're fucking pissing me off! Don't kick my car Allister or I will leave you here." He threats. "Leave me here. I don't care anymore. All you've done from the moment we met is annoy me. You think you're better than me." I shout at him. "I am better than you!" He yells. I huff undoing my seatbelt throwing it over my shoulder making it clash onto his door as I then swing it open and throw myself out him following coming around the car to me. "What are you doing?" He asks angry at me. "Going home!" I scream. "I'm not playing. Get in my fucking car Allister or else-" His madder than I've heard anyone be. I cut him off turning away a good enough distance from him to not feel intimidated. "Or else you'll bend me over your desk and do nothing again? Fuck you." I grin. He quickly starts pacing towards me as I stand my ground trying to not show that his bothering me but honestly I'm slightly scared of him right now. After all I don't know this guy... not really. "My car. Now." He spits as he gets in front of me. I hold still acting confident. "You will have to make me." I smirk. "I will throw you over my shoulder and make a huge scene. Act your age and walk to my car, sit in it we will talk like adults and work something out."** If you enjoyed 'This isn't what friends do' then give this a try. New completed story. Disclaimer! Everybody in the story is of legal age here where set in the UK

I'm having his baby?! And I'm a boy?! [ Completed. ] by White_Creyon

|| Description edited. || "I'm just an ordinary guy. There is nothing special about me." Ashton constantly told himself. Ashton was the only gay kid in town. The only people who knew about this was of course his best friends, mother, and sister no one else needed to know so he kept it to himself until one day. Ashton was always a loner type of kid, avoiding crowds, making friends or being noticed by anyone then the male moved in down the street in the house that has been empty for years. Ashton wasn't gonna bother them until he spotted the boy that was there. Fernando had just came from California, another move and another town he thought. He knew this wasn't gonna last so making friends wasn't on his mind until he decided to go for the football team being immediately labeled the schools quarterback. One day he spotted a boy who looked younger than him but very fragile and immediately took to the other male wanting to know him and get near him. Ashton begins to crush on Fernando a few days before school started. He has been from the first eye contact they ever had but he never made a move in fear of being rejected. Ashton constantly fear that Fernando doesn't notice him but what he doesn't know is that Fernando has been eyeing Ashton since the first eye contact as well. With Ashton hopes high will he be able to talk to Fernando or let him slip, but what he doesn't know is that secretly Fernando has been wanting to talk to Ashton but never had the nerve to. Will either them confront one another, what truths will be revealed, What secrets lie in wait? Will Ashton be able to survive this year of high school? | Boyxboy | Gay Love | Male Pregnancy | Mature | School | @All Rights Reserved.

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Scholar by WinterFantasies

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Twisted by __sillage__

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Out Of Hours

Allister is brand new to the world of work; fresh out of high school. His boss is nothing like he expects and very quickly his learning that his office job isn't going to be as boring, mundane and straight forward as he thought it would. Unfold with him the new pleasures and experiences he learns whilst also being by his side with all his lows that come with them. "You're pissing me off!" I shout. "Yeah? You're fucking pissing me off! Don't kick my car Allister or I will leave you here." He threats. "Leave me here. I don't care anymore. All you've done from the moment we met is annoy me. You think you're better than me." I shout at him. "I am better than you!" He yells. I huff undoing my seatbelt throwing it over my shoulder making it clash onto his door as I then swing it open and throw myself out him following coming around the car to me. "What are you doing?" He asks angry at me. "Going home!" I scream. "I'm not playing. Get in my fucking car Allister or else-" His madder than I've heard anyone be. I cut him off turning away a good enough distance from him to not feel intimidated. "Or else you'll bend me over your desk and do nothing again? Fuck you." I grin. He quickly starts pacing towards me as I stand my ground trying to not show that his bothering me but honestly I'm slightly scared of him right now. After all I don't know this guy... not really. "My car. Now." He spits as he gets in front of me. I hold still acting confident. "You will have to make me." I smirk. "I will throw you over my shoulder and make a huge scene. Act your age and walk to my car, sit in it we will talk like adults and work something out." If you enjoyed 'This isn't what friends do' then give this a try. New completed story. Disclaimer! Everybody in the story is of legal age here where set in the UK