My Demons
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MatureOngoing5m
Last published Mon, Apr 10, 2017
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I don't know if any one will read this. I don't know where it will lead. This is my method of escaping reality. I will mainly write poetry about my depression and anxiety but there might be an odd chapter that's an A/N or little story, I don't know. My main goal is that I help someone with this, whether it is one read or one million, to know I've made a difference to someone would mean the world to me :)
This may be triggering as it mentions depression, self harm and suicide.
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