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ANXIETY (𝘫𝘰𝘩𝘯𝘯𝘺𝘣𝘰𝘺)

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Time 1h 42m

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Ponyboy needs help. The only problem is he doesn't know it. Only his best friend Johnny Cade knows, and only his best friend Johnny Cade can be the one to help. Because Ponyboy Curtis is slowly killing himself, and he doesn't even realize it.

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Johnnyboy

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Teen angst
Rated M for self harm and eating disorders. Does not encourage self harm in any wayAll Rights Reserved

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Guns For Hands by peteywentzy

"Whats your name?" The blue haired kid asked. "I'm Tyler, Tyler Joseph. Whats yours?" "I'm Joshua Dun. You can call me Josh though." Tyler is a depressed teenager who self-harms and has anxiety. All he wants is to be able to trust someone enough to talk to them. Little does Tyler know, his life is about to be flipped up side down. He will meet his best friend and future wife soon. Will he be able to hold on long enough for that though? Or will Tyler's thoughts get the best of him before hand? Will his friends be able to save him before its too late? *TRIGGER WARNING* Self harm, abuse, suicide, and anorexia are all shown in this fic. #24 in Jyler 1/5/19 #1 in Jenna Joseph 4/22/19

Yellow Roses// Johnnyboy [𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓁𝑒𝓉𝑒𝒹] by futureria

Only 2 people in the world have the same tattoo in the same spot. Everyone has their match, and everyone has a soulmate. Most people travel the world to find theirs, but some people are closer to theirs than they even know. Ponyboy Curtis is a 14 year old high school kid. He has a rose tattoo on his forearm. Both his brothers and most of his friends, except his very best friend, Johnny Cade, an immigrant from Florence, Italy, have found their soulmates. Would it be possible that Ponyboy's soulmate is closer than they appear? All characters are from The Outsiders! I do not own the characters or the book! Started: 12/18/18 Completed: 2/13/19 Chapters 10-12 + epilogue are heavily inspired by "Ti Amo da Lotano" by @ponyboysmiles , so check that out!! <3 #1 in Johnnyboy (7/9/19)

If our lives switched by _OutsidersStories_

"Plant me next to mom and dad for me, will you?" ------ Basically if Ponyboy and Johnny switched lives, like whatever happened to Johnny happens to Pony boy. Like what happened to Johnny happens to pony, and how heroic pony is to save Johnny twice. What would the gang feel? How would the gang react to all of this? How would they feel? How would they react to the killings...did pony really mean it? How would Darry and soda feel if they found out pony killed bob and how they would react? How would it effect the gang later on in life? Btw I don't own any of these characters! Se Hinton, does! Sadly /jk. This is a short story so don't get mad once it's over :) TW: graphic, Socs, self harm, suicide, suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety.

Baby Boy. by solarskz

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WHEN I MET YOU - A JohnnyBoy story - (The Outsiders) by HunBun1205

(This is a story where Johnny isn't apart of the gang and he doesn't know anyone else in the gang either until he meets Ponyboy.) When a quiet boy named Johnny Cade finds a sad, beaten up boy named Ponyboy Curtis who ran away from home, he decides to take him in and help him, but will something else happen between them? Will Johnny discover something sad and broken about Ponyboy? Read this book to find out! ;) (That sounded so cringy, I'm sorry.) WARNING: Homophobia, Self Harm, and Abuse, (maybe some Smut) and an Eating Disorder will be mentioned in this book there will be Warnings throughout the book so don't worry. BoyxBoy JohnnyxPonyboy I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS FROM, "THE OUTISDERS" THEY BELONG TO S.E HINTON!

Distance Creates Fondness ~ DNF Angst by youwontknome

George 5,000 miles away Sapnap leaving to visit his depressed friend Dream left alone in his humid miserable home No one's winning

| Don't Let Me Be Gone |- Joshler by floral_aliens

"Please don't let me be gone..." •triggers• self-harm, suicide, sexual harassment/assault, violence, vulgar language The destruction of a mind is an easy task. Especially for Tyler's mind. Weak and beaten down, this boy is only being torn down more and more with every breath. With all the people around him treating him like a ghost, what could make anything better? What can save him at this point? Tyler gives up on living....until a boy named Josh Dun comes around. Cover by chauder8

Falling for you by rey_isnotemo

Molly is suffering from high school syndrome. She has no friends and wanders the halls, blending in as much as she can. Until, that is, HE shows up. Molly suddenly finds herself falling for him. But does he share her feelings? CONTAINS TRIGGERING CONTENT FROM THE START SO PLEASE BE CAREFUL TW: Self harm (cutting, bruising, burning, etc), suicide attempts, depression, death, and many more. (completed) Best ranking: #563 in feelings

We Couldn't Get Along Without Ya by mrvl-bucky0310

Katie, the only Curtis sister, is depressed. How will the gang be able to save her? *Trigger Warning* - pretty much every chapter depicts actions and ideas that may be triggering to certain people. Read at your own risk.

Best Friends Brother - A Sodapop Curtis Love Story ( Discounted ) by Hufflepuffforlife03

Y/n Cade older sister to Johnny Cade and best friend to Ponyboy Curtis. Her home life is not great. Her parents abuse both her and her brother other than that her life is good. Except for that she has a crush on her best friend's older brother Sodapop Curtis. What is going to happen when Pony and Johnny find out will they help her or get mad or do both. TW: Smut & Violent This will not follow the plot of the Outsiders book or movie

I Think I Love You (Jally) by staygoldlachambers

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Forbidden Love |✩ Johnny Cade✩| by tinawritess001

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Game of Survival (The Outsiders) by blueaccord

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𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑. ( 𝘫𝘰𝘩𝘯𝘯𝘺𝘣𝘰𝘺 ) by -TheFandomLife-

{ Johnny x Ponyboy ; Johnnyboy } Just at the age of 12-years-old, Johnny Cade's life began to fall apart. With the help from his best friend turned lover, Ponyboy Curtis, things start looking up for him. - Copyright | @-TheFandomLife- ( 2018/2019/2020 )

Broken and Abused (BoyxBoy) by WellThisIsAwkward49

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Johnny x Ponyboy Worker! AU Johnny works for the Curtis family and knows he's being treated unfair. The youngest brother decides to treat him for what he's worth. - © -TheFandomLife- 2018

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Yellow Roses// Johnnyboy [𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓁𝑒𝓉𝑒𝒹] cover

If our lives switched cover

Baby Boy. cover

WHEN I MET YOU - A JohnnyBoy story - (The Outsiders) cover

Distance Creates Fondness ~ DNF Angst cover

| Don't Let Me Be Gone |- Joshler cover

Falling for you cover

We Couldn't Get Along Without Ya cover

Best Friends Brother - A Sodapop Curtis Love Story ( Discounted ) cover

I Think I Love You (Jally) cover

Forbidden Love |✩ Johnny Cade✩| cover

Wishful Thinking | The Outsiders cover

Game of Survival (The Outsiders) cover

𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑. ( 𝘫𝘰𝘩𝘯𝘯𝘺𝘣𝘰𝘺 ) cover

Broken and Abused (BoyxBoy) cover

The End is Only the Beginning cover

Drunk love - Johnnyboy cover

Daddy Issues - Johnnyboy cover

𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓. ( 𝘫𝘰𝘩𝘯𝘯𝘺𝘣𝘰𝘺 ) cover

Guns For Hands

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