Finding myself
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  • Reads 697,140
  • Votes 36,736
  • Parts 136
  • Time 22h 25m
Complete, First published Apr 10, 2017
IIHighest rank no: 3II 
What are the repercussions of a rejection?
1. Getting numb
2. Failing to care about anyone else and 
3. Genocide(yes just kill off everyone and get it done with.)

At least to me, these are the solutions and they are absolute. Incomparable.
Yeah, being an unwanted mate and a disowned daughter can do things to someone. Especially when said mate is the alpha king himself. In other words, unavoidable.

So what happens when the world we know today is run by electronic chips embedded in your body?  What happens when rogues are no longer a threat but something far worse. Or when for the first time a werewolf joins the vampire army to kill her own kind?  With a hidden gift on its way,  the odds just turned in my favor too. How about seeing everything in the villain's perspective for a change? 
Afterall, they are the one everyone hates, isn't it?

This is my story.  This is me fighting for the chances that ended before it even started.  And it will go through some pretty 'different' (putting it mildly) stuff before you see the end of it. 


This is not a cliche story. Yes, rejection is there. But the story starts with rejection. Please give it a chance. I promise it won't disappoint.
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