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Delirium

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Cyan is addicted.

And the only thing thas stopping Cyan from putting a bullet through his head is that addiction as well as his druglord boyfriend, Elliot Castellani. With a bad past and nothing to live for, Cyan thinks he's doing just fine living his life. He's happy, for the most part.

That is until he meets Mason Reyolds, a police detective with a vendetta against Elliot from some things that the drug dealer had done in the past. Cyan's life starts to spiral out of control as he's forced in police custody and made to stop taking drugs. Now without Elliot or the drugs keeping him sane, he's forced to face the realities of his life. How long is it going to take before he can't handle it anymore?All Rights Reserved

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SO BAD [MXM] [MAFIA] ✓ by alydae

Skylar Hall can't remember a single time in his life that he has had his shit together. His brother, Jessie Hall, is the complete opposite. The guy is outgoing, has excellent grades, and tons of friends. Of course, Skylar has friends too, but they have a tendency to get him into trouble. Jessie has good friends. Well, except one. His best friend, Ashton Rivera. That guy sucks, Skylar can't remember a single time in his life he could stand him. He just loves to get a rise out of Skylar, loves to piss him off to no end. The fact that they hooked up once is his main ammunition, and it drives Skylar insane. The things he'd do for that guy to leave him alone for good. Skylar, on the other hand, is an addict with absolutely no self preservation and far too many enemies to count. He gets horrible grades, and participates in even worse stunts for his friend's channel online. He is basically injured at all times, and has racked up enough money in hospital bills for his dad-Mayor Vince Hall-to finally get fed up. So, after a series of bad choices, Skylar is told that one more incident will result in him being kicked out of the house. He doesn't take the threat all that seriously, until Jessie-his only protection-is accepted into a college hours away and will be leaving him. That guy vouching for him is basically the only reason that Skylar's dad has put up with his least favorite son's shenanigans all these years. So, the threat starts to feel more real. Then, it happens, and the only person left for Skylar to rely on is Ashton Rivera-who he begins to realize has some serious secrets. Secrets not even Jessie knows. Secrets that become Skylar's new mission to investigate every detail of. - [!!WARNINGS!! This book will deal with serious topics such as addiction and crime. It was somewhat inspired by my book Stalemate so it will hold some similarities to that as well! Also there's probably going to be a decent amount of violence and even more sexual content.]

Heroin High by RayneGenesis

BoyxBoy Jacob Savage and Puck Williams are two very sensational cops with their own pasts. When they are told that for their new operation they will have to go undercover as high school students, neither of them is pleased, they expect it to be an uphill battle, only they didn't know it would be this steep. Join them in their fight to accomplish their mission, and maybe conquer a few dillemas...and hearts on their way. Warning: Homosexuality, drug use, prostitution, sexual content (consensual & non-con, dub-con), language, toxicity in relationship. Note: I wrote this book long ago but i just don't have time to go and heavily revise, edit or correct. I was an entirely different person, in a different stage of life when I wrote this. Please keep that in mind.

PSYCHOACTIVE | BOOK 1 | BOYXBOY by shawazbacchus

Michael didn't realize the chain of reaction he released when he hit that cute boy with the green eyes down with his car. Their one night hook up turned into more than they can chew when he was suddenly being hunted by a drug cartel. He's thrown into a world of murders, sex, drugs, violence and addiction. On the run he and his new lover along with their best friends must learn to survive. It's only a matter of time before they must give up true love or family.

Addiction [boyxboy] by MortalGamesinNarnia

Highest rank in Teen Fiction: 7/12/16 - #43 Jacob Palmer. Druggie. Addicted. Addictive. Scary. Intimidating. Sexy. Possessive. He has been called all of the above and many more things. But all of those ones are true. He is a druggie. He is addicted, as well as addictive. He is scary and intimidating. And he is undeniably sexy. And when he finds something he likes, he becomes SUPER possessive. He's done every drug in the book. Cocaine, nicotine, weed, you name it. But the one thing he never got addicted to was love. Sure he's had plenty of "partners", but he never cared about any of them. But one night, one night changed everything. One night, he ran into a small, and sassy but sweet boy named Timothy. Now, Timothy Clark has never even gone near a cigarette, let alone drugs. So, when Jacob enters his life and brings in all this trouble. Well, Timothy better buckle up because this is going to be one hell of a ride. © 2015 Copyright. MGN All Rights Reserved.

Myocardium by mireyasatura

Sex, drugs and the death-dealing pressure to make money night after night - It's a steep, downward spiral which 19-year-old Elijah Everdeen has found himself stuck in ever since his parents died. If it weren't for his two siblings, he would have given up years ago. For a long time, he wanted to, thought about it every day even. Sometimes - in the cruelest, darkest of nights - he still does. But if this black-and-white world has really become Elijah's grim reality, then why is this young, mysterious man capable of adding color and a heartbeat to this dreadfully achromatic still life Eli is trapped in? Who is he? And...who is he REALLY? ~~~~~ DISCLAIMER: The storyline of this book is entirely fictional, it does not intend to mimic or describe real circumstances. All the characters, names, places, legal regulations, events, incidents, organizations and businesses in this story either stem from my imagination or are utilized in an entirely fictitious manner. Any resemblance to the real life, including events or persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental and any deviations from reality are not intended to mock, malign or devalue real morals, laws or happenings. General TW for heavy topics (drug abuse, violence, bullying, SA, strong language,...) Please stay safe and prioritize your well-being! © 2024 All rights reserved to @mireyasatura on Wattpad (Any and all attempts in copying, plagiarizing or reposting this story are prohibited and will not be tolerated.)

If We Survive The Night by JabeRona

When gunfire erupts at Casey's home on a quiet summer night, his life changes forever. One moment, he's just a young man from a wealthy family, preparing to start college, not too happy with his present but optimistic about his future; the next, he's running for his life, not knowing who's behind the attack and what's the reason for it. It seems like the only person who can help him is the young cleaner working in his house, a guy he barely noticed before. The two must find out what's happening before it's too late, as well as deal with the surprising attraction that blossoms between them despite the circumstances. They might just figure it all out-if only they survive the night... Genres: Action, MM Romance, Thriller Content warnings: death of characters (off-page), threat of assault, threat of death. The story contains mature themes and language. Not suitable for young children. Some chapters include violent and sexual content that may be triggering for some people. Read at your own discretion. Also, I'm doing my best to proofread my books, but if you spot any mistakes or typos, please let me know in the comments section - I'll gladly fix them! The story will be updated daily. Hope you'll enjoy it!

Death & Tequila [mxm] by Hopestrife

[COMPLETED] Law enforcement was never in the cards for Jaiden, but the badge happened to fall his way. However, tragedy hit early in his detective career. Needing a different scene, he moved to a new city and hoped for some sort of dynamic change. Perhaps he got more than he expected. When running from a one night stand, he ran into the radar of the tantalizing Toni. But his life is quickly turned upside down when he is called to the scene of a brutal murder. Knowing that he could never tackle this case alone, he decides to partner with a detective he has never met before, one who may have a number of surprises in store for him. While treading through a bloody labyrinth, will Jaiden survive to find the killer? - This is a standalone spin-off of Kings of Hawkings. The main character is from KoH, but this is a completely independent novel and you do not need to read KoH first. - **** This book contains mature language, violence, graphic scenes, sexual content, and tequila ****

Detriment by Ravensorrano

"What do you want Charlie?" My eyes widened as I stared at Ayden in shock. Did he not hear anything I had just said? Or maybe, he wanted what I had tried to hide from him for so long. The truth. "Charlie..." I felt my eyes sting, a fresh wave of tears threatening to fall. "I-I want what most people have. A safe haven away from my own personal living hell...I d-don't want to live like this anymore." "I want to be loved." For Charlie Graham happiness is only two things. Furthering his singing career and getting away from his abusive boyfriend. Never did he ask for the pain that his boyfriend endows upon him, or even the complicated relationship that slowly forms with one of his backup dancers. Yet, everything in his life turns from bad to worse when the pop star goes missing from the public, his world becoming a personal hell. So many times he has to ask himself, is life even worth living anymore? ~Book one of the Melancholic Adornment Collection~ ~Unedited

Lure of the Monster by HarmonysLoveHP

Beckham Stanton had it all. A star athlete on the baseball and football field. An honors student. Two seemingly great parents. Supportive best friends. Then, he lost it all. After an incident that caused Beckham to lose both of his parents, he falls into a downward spiral of suicide, alcohol, and drug addiction. He is forced to try to reconcile with the events that led him down this dark path and his way of self-medicating when therapy doesn't work. A stranger on a bus becomes a person who saves his life. His best friend becomes the person who destroys his life. His boyfriend becomes a risk. Everyone in his life becomes changed by Beckham's behavior. His life becomes one obsessed with finding that next high. Beckham's journey leads him to a shocking awakening that forces him to find what is truly important in his life. Drugs or living?

Losing His Fix by EmmittRose

Roland has to get used to life without Kit. Kit has to learn how to adjust to his newfound freedom. All the either wants is to be back with the other but they are learning. Life outside of camp is expensive and stressful. Life inside of camp was filled with harsh words and rude people. Both of them have a way out but will they take it or will they stick it out for a year until they can be together in person again? Updates every Monday

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SO BAD [MXM] [MAFIA] ✓

Skylar Hall can't remember a single time in his life that he has had his shit together. His brother, Jessie Hall, is the complete opposite. The guy is outgoing, has excellent grades, and tons of friends. Of course, Skylar has friends too, but they have a tendency to get him into trouble. Jessie has good friends. Well, except one. His best friend, Ashton Rivera. That guy sucks, Skylar can't remember a single time in his life he could stand him. He just loves to get a rise out of Skylar, loves to piss him off to no end. The fact that they hooked up once is his main ammunition, and it drives Skylar insane. The things he'd do for that guy to leave him alone for good. Skylar, on the other hand, is an addict with absolutely no self preservation and far too many enemies to count. He gets horrible grades, and participates in even worse stunts for his friend's channel online. He is basically injured at all times, and has racked up enough money in hospital bills for his dad-Mayor Vince Hall-to finally get fed up. So, after a series of bad choices, Skylar is told that one more incident will result in him being kicked out of the house. He doesn't take the threat all that seriously, until Jessie-his only protection-is accepted into a college hours away and will be leaving him. That guy vouching for him is basically the only reason that Skylar's dad has put up with his least favorite son's shenanigans all these years. So, the threat starts to feel more real. Then, it happens, and the only person left for Skylar to rely on is Ashton Rivera-who he begins to realize has some serious secrets. Secrets not even Jessie knows. Secrets that become Skylar's new mission to investigate every detail of. - [!!WARNINGS!! This book will deal with serious topics such as addiction and crime. It was somewhat inspired by my book Stalemate so it will hold some similarities to that as well! Also there's probably going to be a decent amount of violence and even more sexual content.]