Borrowed 130 days
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Ongoing24m
Last published Sun, Jun 11, 2017
Yes, maybe I'm desperate but this is the only way to make my self happy. Yes! I know you think I'm selfish but no one can understand me and my situation.
I know that he have a girlfriend and I know how he love that girl damn much but can he please understand me?
He knows that I love him so much that make me more desperate getting him but not now in my situation, I want him not because I love him and I want him to be mine, but I want him to be with me until I can love him with my heart.
Maybe I cannot stole him, but can I please borrow him for just 130 days?
Yes. I'm counting and I know that time will came, that I will be lifeless.
Borrow 130 Days
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