The Black Book - Tell All
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Dernière publication ven., avr. 28, 2017
Before I begin with... everything, I might as well catch you up on some recent events that have been occurring.. Think of it as the "Last Time On..." part of a show you see before every single episode.
I've been thinking a lot about what happened to me over the summer lately.. I think all the trauma is coming back to me. I've heard that happens sometimes. I haven't really told anyone about what happened to me, especially not the details. The only people who know are Alyssa, Lauren , Serenity, Jana and Gabe. Thinking about what happened tears me apart, makes me feel worthless and scared. Honestly I am scared all the time.. I don't know how to prevent myself from it.Usually the only solution is Gabriel, he makes me feel safe, most of the time. There was that "one" time that he caused me to panic. No means no, it does not mean push me until I break. It was the weirdest feeling, I was scared, scared of the one person I love more than anything in the world. It still makes me sick to my stomach to think about. Anyways I don;t think you are ready for that story quite yet. How about we move onto something else that has been happening in my head lately..... The Dreams.
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I ran downstairs into the living room, my heart pounding as I found all my brothers gathered around Nefeli. Her eyes were frantic, scanning the room, desperately searching for me. The scream that bastard had let out earlier must have reached her... The moment our eyes met, she practically threw herself at me, wrapping her arms around me so tightly I could barely breathe. I stood frozen for a moment, unsure of what to do. I hugged her back anyway... Even though I had no idea what was going on. "Thank God you're safe" she murmured in my ear, her voice trembling, leaving me even more confused. I glanced at my brothers. They all looked just as lost as I was. Except for Aiden and Alex. They were motioning for me to hold on. "Of course I'm okay, Nefeli. What happened?" I asked, my heart tightening. I hated seeing her like this, so worried and panicked. "I-I heard Alex and Aiden talking in Italian!" she stammered, her eyes wide with panic. "They said something about the Mafia! Are we being threatened by the Mafia?" Her voice cracked, and tears threatened to spill from her brown eyes. The room fell silent for a moment. My brothers exchanged looks, and then, without warning, we all burst into laughter. Nefeli stared at us, completely confused. Cole, finally calming down, wiped his eyes and looked at her with a smile. "Love" he said, his voice smooth, "we're not being threatened by the Mafia." he let the words settle in the air for a second. "We are the Mafia." • • • _______________________________________________________ ⚠️ DISCLAIMER ⚠️ Mentions of abuse, violence, harsh language, bad mental health, and light depression! Also, I don't own any of the photos! • • • ENGLISH IS NOT MY MOTHER LANGUAGE, I'M SORRY FOR ANY GRAMMATICAL OR VOCABULARY MISTAKES! • • • Please read 'Before You Read' in the first character chap! It's very important! • • • Started: October 4th, 2020 Finished: March 6th, 2021
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