Bitter-Sweet ✔️

I stand and get the stuff for my next class.

I watch you watching her.

How your entire body seems to fill with compassion.

The twinkle in your eyes.

I watch and feel my heart breaking a little more.

Second by second.

Hundreds of broken peices becomes more.

I wish you would look at me with the same compassion.

I wish I made your eyes sparkle.

I wish I made you smile.

But when you look at me, your eyes are black.

Your face is cold.

Your heart is cold.

When you look at me, I'm scared.