This Truly Is Death (Blue/AoNo Exorcist)
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Last published Mon, May 21, 2018
***TRIGGER WARNING***
Rin Okumura is finally at a point where he can finally be happy. So why isn't he?
It is not to be dead
Nor Is it to be dying
It's the feeling that you get
When there's really
no point in trying
This truly
is death
***Self-harm, suicidal thoughts, etc, etc.***
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