Out Of Time
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MatureOngoing<5 mins
Last published Thu, Dec 28, 2017
As I laid there I slowly came to terms with the fact that it was over and it was no use fighting it.There's nothing left for me here.I've lost my sole reason to stay.I lost track and didn't realize until it was too late that I was out of time.
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Arabella Miller wasn't the girl everyone invited to parties or asked on a date.The only reason she was remotely noticed at all was because of her big brother and sister a.k.a. the popular kids.And the attention she received from that wasn't something to be grateful for.As she struggles to find a place for herself in this world she also contemplates leaving it.She doesn't fear death and actually would prefer it too the terrible life she's been oh so 'blessed' with.She was always to leave this world for a supposedly better one, at least until she meets Luca.As she slowly begins fearing death and preferring to stay a little longer with him, her problems only get worse, as if that was possible.
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