The Suicide Journal
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Última publicación jue, jul 13, 2017
After losing everything will Eve go through with her plans to take her own life?
Haunted by her recent past, eighteen year old Eve writes down the experience of her last few days on earth in a journal. Checking of the things on her bucket list, one by one until she gets to the end.
Will her past catch up to her, or will she be left alone to find the end she so desperately craves?
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