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The Suicide Journal

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Reads 354
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Parts 8
Time 34m

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After losing everything will Eve go through with her plans to take her own life? 

Haunted by her recent past, eighteen year old Eve writes down the experience of her last few days on earth in a journal. Checking of the things on her bucket list, one by one until she gets to the end. 

Will her past catch up to her, or will she be left alone to find the end she so desperately craves?

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First place winner of The Glimmer Awards -Teen Fiction Category.

First place winner of The Angel Awards - Teen Fiction Category.All Rights Reserved

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Silent Scars by TalesofHealing

After enduring years of neglect and cruelty from her mother and stepfather, Ariana's life changes drastically when tragedy brings her under the guardianship of five brothers she's never met and they never even knew they had a sister. For her brothers, learning they have a sister is an unwelcome surprise. Suspicious and reluctant, her brothers see Aria as an outsider, a stranger disrupting the fragile balance of their lives. For Aria, their home is both a new beginning and a constant reminder of the family that left her behind. Haunted by the pain of her past, Aria struggles to adjust, her every action guarded and her trust hard to earn. As her brothers try to understand her, they begin to glimpse the scars she hides and the strength she carries. Little by little, resentment turns to empathy, and the walls between them start to crumble. But just as the siblings begin to find common ground, the secrets and trauma of Aria's old life threaten to tear them apart. Together, they must decide whether they can overcome the shadows of the past to forge a family and whether Aria can finally find a place to belong.

The Unseen Pain by Snowfall_56

Kiara, a girl, who was sent to an abusive school, just because everyone thought she tried to kill her twin. She became one of the best underworld fighter. She wanted someone to trust her, someone she could cry in front of and tell how much she had to went through but she had no one in the process. She was bought back after 11 years, on her mother's family. And as she thought she was welcomed by hatred, after so many years. The last thing, she would do was trust her real family, which includes 5 brothers, a sister and a father. She wanted to go back to that abusive school of her's because it was better to live with some strangers who used to abuse her, then her own family become stranger and hate her. Also in the way, she finds a guy whom she starts loving.

ISHQ HAI by merevichar

BASED ON AUTHORS LOVE STORY, events are real Tropes : Bsf's brother Haters × lovers He fell first and she fell harder Fake dating School/clg romance Slow burn / soft romance NISHI PARASIYAৎ⋆ ˚｡⋆ -A Young 17 year old, having a cluttered depressing past and thought she is hard to love, untill Dhairya patel entered her life. She saw her self blooming again. She thought she is a thron in the petals of rose. But he loved her in such a way, she bloomed with redness blushed on her cheeks just like the rose. He says, "I am a man written by her" and she falled for him like manic in love.

When Rivals Fall by Itz_vedhiii

It is a school Rom - Com 💫💗 Also it is a multicouple book . When two bestfriends( Ayan nd kaustubh ) fall in love with two bestfriends ( Vedika and Kashvi ). It started from a rivalry. But afterr some time it turned intoo love but they didn't realise it . What will happen now ?? It has teenage struggles , love , friendship, trauma and a lot of dramaa💗 How their story gonna unfold ??✨🫠

The Girl in Worst Section (Completed) by whixley

Soon to be Published Darlene isn't a typical high school student. She always gets in trouble in her previous School in her grandmother's province. She used to be expelled in every School she went to, not until her father decided that she would study in Manila after her grandmother's death, also, to have her new life together. Left with no choice, Darlene has no idea that her soon-to-be classmates were all boys? Will her classmates sue her out of the class or let her stay, let her be safe because of something? Or maybe while protecting her, there was something behind her? But what more if she finds out who was really her and the reason why everyone wants her? "Painful Lies, broken past, wrong thoughts, and reasons that I want to know when I entered the Worst Section." - If you all don't want to be confused about what happened from the past, please read TGIWS: The Past.

wlw oneshots 💋 by whosm0rgan

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Against the playbook ( gxg intersex ) by Randyyywatt

Two girls that are the complete opposite of eachother but just can't seem to stay away from one another. Juliet baldwin the hottest and richest girl in riverside high, a private school for the richest families. She's the captain of the cheer squad and is dating the co-captain of the football team Liam, your typical high school sweethearts. little did everyone know juliet has a secret that she herself might not even know. Ellie crawford a popular girl who is intersex that got a scholarship to riverside high. She's a somewhat of a nerd but the co-captain of the football team but still could pass as the hottest after juliet. She's a player and very cocky, ellie has trouble at home, being at school is her escape yet no one knows what she goes through except for one of her best friends. Mentions of : - bullying - abuse - smut - alcohol addiction - homophobic slurs

The Only Girl of Class E | Ang Mutya ng Section E: English Version by eatmore2behappy

Jay-jay only wants simple things in life-to be far from trouble and experience a normal high school life. But now that she's placed in an all-boys classroom, will Jay-jay be able to stick to her word? English version of the hit series Ang Mutya Ng Section E. Watch the TV series adaptation now exclusively on the Viva One app! *** When Jasper Jean Mariano transferred to HVIS, she promised herself to stay away from trouble and do everything in her power for her high school life to be as normal as possible. But in a strange twist of fate, she gets into Section E, where she is the only girl in class. Even though it's only the start of the year, she has gotten nothing but headaches and embarrassment. Now that she's surrounded by her troublemaker classmates, she is stuck between a rock and a hard place. Will she be able to live her normal life and stay away from her destructive ways even if her patience is wearing thin? Or will she join the chaos if it meant the safety of her friends? *** Weekly updates on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Wait & read for free, or unlock with coins-the choice is yours!

ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ | ᴍɪɢᴜᴇʟ ᴅɪᴀᴢ by miguelschamp

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ERLANGGA | END by pawssieshc

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Silent Scars cover

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Silent Scars

After enduring years of neglect and cruelty from her mother and stepfather, Ariana's life changes drastically when tragedy brings her under the guardianship of five brothers she's never met and they never even knew they had a sister. For her brothers, learning they have a sister is an unwelcome surprise. Suspicious and reluctant, her brothers see Aria as an outsider, a stranger disrupting the fragile balance of their lives. For Aria, their home is both a new beginning and a constant reminder of the family that left her behind. Haunted by the pain of her past, Aria struggles to adjust, her every action guarded and her trust hard to earn. As her brothers try to understand her, they begin to glimpse the scars she hides and the strength she carries. Little by little, resentment turns to empathy, and the walls between them start to crumble. But just as the siblings begin to find common ground, the secrets and trauma of Aria's old life threaten to tear them apart. Together, they must decide whether they can overcome the shadows of the past to forge a family and whether Aria can finally find a place to belong.