I never thought that losing a loved one could hurt this bad. It was like a piece of me died with him. I didn't know what to do. But I did know one thing for sure. Nobody was aloud to see how weak I was. I hid my pain from every body. I put on a brave face. I didn't want to hurt any body with how hurt I was. The only one that hurt was me. I made everything worse by hiding it. I wrote this story in hopes that it might help anybody who might have gone through what I did. It will get better eventually but you never know when. Keep your head up. If you need to talk to some body find somebody you trust. In the end you will be okay.All Rights Reserved