Has anyone got a time machine I can borrow?
Seriously.
I want to go back to a time when everything was easier.
Your now probably wondering what I’m ranting about.
Hi my names Alana. I’m 22 years old 23 in a couple of months.
Well I used to live in London – England with my boyfriend (now ex)
I loved him I really did, but we would argue over little things and it just got too much.
The morning on the day I left he rang me and was telling me how much he loved me and that he was sorry and didn’t want me to leave. Then at the airport he actually turned up.
Looking back I feel stupid for not going with him. Any other girl would die for that moment.
For her boyfriend to come to the airport to try and stop her from leaving. The most cliché moment ever.
And I turned him down. I needed to clear my head.
I got a new number and didn’t bother giving it to him or anyone else. I was starting new.
I had been feeling like this for some time now. It’s horrible.