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What 18 Will Bring • Phan

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Reads 22
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Parts 3
Time 8m

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"Eighteen would bring the end of it all, Dan decided. 


Until then, all he could do was silently wait."


In which Dan was diagnosed with Leukemia at the age of 7. Now he is 18 and at this point, he just wants to die.

Until Phil enters his life and really? Maybe life isn't so bad with pretty blue eyes in it.

!Warning!: This Fanfiction touches upon the topic of Cancer, depression, suicide, death/near death experience, sexual interactions/sexual orientation, self hatred, vomiting, blood, and other things that may make you queasy.

Happy ending I swear!All Rights Reserved

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