Five months ago the stream did flow,
The lilies bloomed within the sedge,
And we were lingering to and fro,
Where none will track thee in this snow,
Along the stream, beside the hedge.
Ah, Sweet, be free to love and go!
For if I do not hear thy foot,
The frozen river is as mute,
The flowers have dried down to the root:
And why, since these be changed since May,
Shouldst thou change less than they.
And slow, slow as the winter snow
The tears have drifted to mine eyes;
And my poor cheeks, five months ago
Set blushing at thy praises so,
Put paleness on for a disguise.
Ah, Sweet, be free to praise and go!
For if my face is turned too pale,
It was thine oath that first did fail, --
It was thy love proved false and frail, --
And why, since these be changed enow,
Should I change less than thou.
Change Upon Change ,Elizabeth Barrett Browning
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People change for two reasons; either their minds opened or their hearts have been broken.
"Creating a happiness, I know won't last. I know because I still dwell on my past. I wish I knew how to let go... That's just something else I'll never know. They say that I should just do me. But I wouldn't even know how to be me. The real me is so far gone. I'm giving up for my own sake. Because too much of my happiness is Fake."
Mia Collins was a happy child up until she was fourteen. The person she thought she could trust the most took almost everything from her. She is always on the run for her life and that of her mother. When she lands in California under the protection programme, things look brighter. She meets Adrian Jordans, who is also running from his own dark past. They built walls for themselves over the years, but what happens when they break each other's walls and let each other in? Read to find out!
"The things you do for friends." He laughed softly...
"Yeah. For friends," I whispered. "Is that what we are then?"....
"Is that what you want?" he asked after several moments of just staring at each other.
I gripped the door frame behind me as I felt my knees weaken. I was sure by his smirk that the movement didn't go unnoticed. I swallowed nervously. I didn't know what to say. Just a week ago I told him we were nothing. A few days before that I was ready to tell him off and possibly even smack him if I ever got the chance to see him again. Sure, he was one of my oldest friends and my first (and only) love, but he was also my first heartbreak.
Could I go back to being friends with the same guy who insinuated to the world that I was a cheater? And why did "just friends" feel like not enough in this moment?
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When McKenzie went out with her best friends one night, she never dreamed she would run into her ex, famous country singer Beau Anderson, and she never dreamed that she would allow him to come back into her life.
Unable to cope with having a relationship in the public eye again, McKenzie is determined to resist all of Beau's charms...no matter how hard that may be..
Beau is determined to tear down the walls she's built since their ugly and very public split. But what will he find in the rubble?
Will they be just friends ...something more...or nothing at all....?
Can they reconcile their past in time to save their future?
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WARNING: mature content!
There is inappropriate language and some mature scenes.