Tear My Heart Open

FIRST BOOK IN THE "Rocky" SERIES Ronnie and Jacky are more then best friends, they are brothers. They both realize they have feelings for each other and it makes things awkward between the two. There's only one thing keeping the two apart... Ronnie's girlfriend. Will Ronnie ditch the chick for d!ck?

I missed max. Those were the only thoughts in my head these days, I couldn't concentrate on anything properly without it linking it back to him. The lyrics I wrote, or the hurt I felt to whenever I looked back to my old book to where I still kept my songs from back when I was in Escape The Fate. Though it'd never be the same anymore, they've all moved on with their lives, though as much as I try to move on, I can't help but think about the reasons to why I hated them so much. I never realised that as I was ruining my life I was affecting theirs, the band was tearing apart, they couldn't handle my alcoholic self, my drug addiction, I guess they had no choice but to kick me out anyway, if I was any of them I might have done the same. But why am I regretting this so much? I have Ryan, Jacky, our new guitarist Ronnie Ficarro.., Derek...Hell I have Falling In Reverse, a more successful band than Escape The Fate were. We have more fans, our gigs are hella crazy, if not, awesome as fuck. I am Ronnie Radke. No longer drug addict, a now sober man who has learnt to stand back up on his own two feet, working hard to re-fullfil my dream that I had another chance at doing. Prison did good for me, it actually changed me, I learned to realise my mistakes. Not give up, I spent good time in Prison, unlike some people who would mope around I actually did something for myself. Every night I would think about the crimes I'd committed, the guilt took over, so I took that guilt to a pen and paper, drumming out the beats of songs on the tables, scribbling away sheets of music. Prisoners would ask me to sign autographs for their daughters who were huge crazed fans for their idol. Heck, I wasn't an Idol, I was a wreck. I was a huge wreck, don't follow in my footsteps with the drug abuse and alcohol. The Ronnie from ETF. Follow in the footsteps of Ronnie Radke from Falling In Reverse. Because that is who I am now. That is who I shall continue as to live on.

Ronnie falls for a fan that he meets on tour. After following her around all day he realized something. He didn't know it yet but that changed his life forever. Will he finally fall in love? ~WARNING~ this book may contain some triggering content as well as violence, drugs, alcohol, sexual content, and etc.. -Enjoy Nicole. ❤xoxo❤

*COMPLETED* -Currently working on a sequel! "Your Lies Keep You Alive"- Taylor Green has it all! She has a boyfriend that thinks the world of her, a best friend who is closer than a sister. And she is in love with the band Falling in reverse, but when she goes to one of their shows and Ronnie Radke spots her, what will happen when he falls in love with her? When things finally get better after quite a long time, Taylor realises where she really belongs. When Taylor's ex boyfriend unexpectedly arrives, could his new girlfriend disrupt the entire house, causing a lot of stress...And more? Not forgetting Jackys heartbreak and Ryans torment...

Please read n find out 😌😌

Will Shane finally fall in love? With someone she use to hate? Will her life come crashing down? Was he just a mistake? Read to find out...

Dysfunction originated in Las Vegas, and two sinners find a way to survive through all the hell and destruction. Those Sinners are Ronnie Radke and Adrianne Jones. Adrianne is a nineteen-year-old living on her own in Vegas that has been friends with Ronnie Radke since forever. She's always had a crush on him, but she didn't see what would happen when those feelings are acted on. She didn't know of the love, heartbreaks, fights, hatred, and every other damned emotion that followed. You can read all about it in "My Man" a Ronnie Radke fan fiction. Drug abuse, swearing, sexual content, and self-harm will be referenced in the story.