everything changes (but we all stay the same)

if my life could be replayed,
if i could share my struggles over the course of time,
if i could create such a thing,
an endless recording of my life;
it would be
over hours
and hours
of overthinking.

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(trigger warning for frequent, graphic descriptions of the following themes: self-injury, blood and gore, suicide, mental illness, psychosis, eating disorders, etc.)