"How did you know you were gay?"
"I won't lie to you, I saw my best friend naked." I said with a smirk on my face, winking.
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"Addison?" Papa called. "Guess who is back in town? Arnold Dayton, that friend of yours!"
"He is no friend of mine."
"But, Addi he -" Dad said as he followed me down the hallway, after he heard me speak to Papa.
"No, Dad. Never." I said slamming my bedroom door in her face before I broke down, sobbing into my pillow.
(Warning: This book includes self-harm, rape/assault, triggering themes, dark humor, gay relations/sex. It will be graphic and detailed, not vague. If you dm (private message) me I will respond with a more PG chapter for you.)
Elliot King, a sixteen year old trans boy, who just recently got expelled from a private school in San Francisco for punching the living daylights out of a homophobic and trans phobic boy, just moved schools. He approached life with a negative attitude, a chip on his shoulder; picking fights with anybody for whatever reason. He struggles with intense ADD and has trouble focusing on the tasks in front of him, he fails almost every class. He arrives to this new school being told by his parents, "Elliot, it is a welcoming school. It is very kind." He doesn't believe that at all, I mean if you were getting insults everyday, would you?
Addison lives his life in fear, scared to walk from door to door. His day goes as planned: get up; go to school; go to the bookstore; football practice; home. One day, he met Dayton. He loves to read and write. Dayton used to ask out Addison everyday, getting rejected kindly everyday also. He grew angry at Addison for not wanting to be with him, ignoring his flirtations. One day, Addison tries to leave work when he notices his car broken down. Dayton drops him off at home only to come inside the house with him.
What happens when these two meet?
Addison is fearful of others while Elliot is fearful of himself. What happens when they room together?
Written by: Maggie
Book I: to cross oceans for [BxB] (trans) - completed
46 Bagian Lengkap Dewasa
46 Bagian
Lengkap
Dewasa
"What if I'm not one?" I asked, my body wound tight with tension.
"One what?" he asked, his voice soft and low.
I hesitated. Was I ready? I wanted to tell him so badly. Wanted to scream it from the fucking rooftops. But there would be no going back if I allowed the words to spill out into the world.
Telling myself I didn't need someone else's validation, that I knew myself well enough to know with absolute certainty that I was trans was all good and well in principle. But lying here underneath my bed, with my best friend's body pressed so close to mine I could feel his warm breath on my face, I felt those convictions slip through my fingers.
Danny's rejection would break me. In a fundamental way.
"One what?" he repeated the question, scooting so close to me the tip of his nose brushed mine.
Dust motes danced around us, suspended in mid air, teetering on the brink of this momentous feeling wrapping itself around us.
I squeezed my eyes shut, pushing down the rush of anxiety trying to drown me. His nose bumped mine again and his breath ghosted over my lips. I opened my eyes and stared unblinkingly into his.
'A girl', I wanted to say, even though I knew the words would taste sour in my mouth, 'what if I'm not a girl?'
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Sean and Danny have been next door neighbours and best friends since they were six years old.
They've shared almost everything. From first kisses and crushes to heartbreak. But Sean has a secret. One he's never shared with his best friend - who's also the guy he's been in love with since he's known what love is.
Sean is trans and struggling to come out.
But it's Senior year and choices have to be made. Between college applications, uncovering a plan to hurt one of their classmates and his relationship with Danny, Sean is struggling with doing the right thing and graduating high school in one piece.
⭐to cross oceans for is PART I of Sean and Danny's story⭐
*TW: sexual assault and bullying *