Things I Could Never Say
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Last published Tue, Nov 14, 2017
"The words I tried to say but you never cared...
The things I thought when you made me like this...
The insults everyone told me...
How my feelings played with my mind...
The words I tried to say but couldn't...
That's why I let this pen dance on the paper and form the THINGS I COULD NEVER SAY..."
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