you put up your defenses when you leave. you leave because you're certain of who you want to be. Icarus by Bastille where Nicolas fell in love with a girl named Mai, but doesn't want to admit his feelings for her since he thinks it's a weakness to love another. I don't own anything but my character Mai Blackwood. I will be making some of the parts up, but besides that, everything will be going as the anime/manga did. *more details inside*