What She Wants

Guys. There were so many of them. They could have anyone they wanted, but they didn't want Her. Why was that? These little things called tools that use their looks and "sweet talk" to get what they want when they want just to throw it out....didn't want Her. Strange. Who is Her? Terez. That's her name. She was looking for something. She needed someone to save her. Anyone to make her feel loved. It's as if anywhere she looked, there was someone who had somebody. Holding hands. Kissing. Talking. Loving. "I want that," she would say. "No. You have me. Do you not want me...Huh?" "I-I do. Only you Tate."

...But it wasn't always him and it never will be

How could she change this? At times she felt like she will never ever get the attention that she needed. To be adored. To have someone to talk to about why the sky is blue. At times she feels like it's all a big joke on her.

"Nobody wants you. Get over it."
So she decided to end it.

Ok ok. The description is terrible but give the book a chance.