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XhaotixAesthetica

artist badboy bullied chromesthesia compulsivechecking intrusivethoughts musician ocd poetry secretclub selectivemutism speechimpediment synesthesia violentthoughts

Aelluice can hear colors.

Aelluice likes the number four.

Aelluice has violent thoughts that she would never act on but can never turn off.

Aelluice was diagnosed with chromesthesia and OCD when she was nine.

Seven years later, she has only been skirting around the problem, going to therapy, taking her meds, pretending she's neuro-typical, and losing herself in music and painting.

Until her unstable world is turned upside down after she collides with a silent, black-clad boy with a voice of ochre.All Rights Reserved

artist badboy bullied chromesthesia compulsivechecking intrusivethoughts musician ocd poetry secretclub selectivemutism speechimpediment synesthesia violentthoughts

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Broken Pieces by SMC_547

"I love you" she says and kisses my jaw tenderly. "I love you too baby" I reply stroking her still damp hair. We were sat in a dirty McDonald's car park. We could be sat in a fucking pile of trash and I wouldn't care. Because I would be with her. As long as I'm with her, nothing else matters. -------------------------------------------------------- After all he had known was anger and hatred she was like a breath of fresh air to him. With just one look into her mesmerizing chocolate eyes and one listen to her angelic voice he knew he was ruined. He despised this feeling. He felt helpless. No matter how much he tried to stay away he was drawn to her and he knew he was playing a very dangerous game. Leaving the pain of her past behind her she starts a fresh in a new town with her older brother. Meeting the towns bad boy was not on her agenda but every time she saw him she was intrigued. He was rude and had a terrible attitude, but his eyes didn't show anything but pain which is something she knew all too well. They are complete opposites but have one thing in common. They are both broken, maybe just maybe they could be the cure to each others pain. ⚠️ this story contains mentions of abuse and alcohol so if you are not comfortable with this please do not read my story.

Let me live | Hardzello♡ by QueenBorhap_gifs

Joe's childhood has been really hard, which has resulted in him having frequent panic attacks now. It makes school even harder than it already is, and some friends have left him for it. One day, the boy suddenly gets a huge attack, worse than any other before. Everything starts spinning, and before he knows it, the world turns black. When Joe's eyes open again, he's in the hospital. There it turns out he has bigger worries than panic attacks. Luckily for Joe he meets someone in the hospital who makes it a little less hard.

Saving Dallas Winston//// A Dallas Winston Story by evil_vampire-slut

Y/N Curtis. She was a fearful girl at the start, but traumatizing events changed her. Y/N Curtis. In the highest part of life, she was a strong, damaged young woman. Y/N Curtis- Winston? Mother? Wife? Sister? Still alive? A broken woman into some dangerous fun, unintentionally, goes after the most dangerous, fun, hoodlum greaser. She tries to save him before helping herself, though she's in deeper shit than she thinks. Will she take herself after she saves him? Or will life take them both? ⚠️TW⚠️ Mentions of: Abuse Suicide Attempt Self harm Rape ED Drug use Sex Overdose Death Knives Heaters (guns) Blood Miscarriage

Dawn of Kleftis by Skaursgaurd

WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS SCENES THAT SOME MAY FIND TRIGGERING. UPDATE: SUNDAY HEADS UP: I associate music a lot with writing. One I can do, the other I can't lol. Like all my stories, each chapter will have a song or songs attached, I recommend you listen to each to grasp the full gravity of the story. Comments will be left for when you should change song. Alex spends most of his days alone and that's the way he likes it. The world isn't like it used to be, and going alone is the easier option. Monsters invaded, bringing with them death and plague. They left their scars on humanity, on him. What will he do when he's forced to face his demons, and the end of his quiet life? Will he be able to retain his humanity? "We don't know who's doing this to us, what root it's growing from, or why. They came with blood, ash, and war. Humanity retreated away to its bastion as the darkness clouded around us, and then they came. Our beacons of light." Art by ORYANIMA Twitter.com/Oryanima Instagram.com/Oryanima

Finding Lights In The Darkness by _iseleeyyy

A Happy Accident (BEING REMADE) by DisapprovingLB

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Falling for the Blind girl (book 1) by TheTellTaleHeart17

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The bad boy saved me|✔ by QuaintBookWorm

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Born Victim || 18+ by LetThereBeScars

"I will ruin you baby," he whispers digging his nails into my hips sending a chill cascading down my spine. "Then ruin me Jude, ruin me till there's nothing left of me." I spoke softly, "make me feel something, make me feel anything, make me feel alive..." ♫♫♫ Everybody loved her but her. Coraline Nkole was the dream girl living a nightmare. At a glance you'd assume just like everyone else that her life was heaven on earth; with wealthy parents, a blossoming ballet career, being an A + student and looks that could kill, she was the subject of everyone's envy. You either wanted her or wanted to be her, don't lie, of course you do. But our tiny dancer was slipping off the ice quicker than anyone thought. Her life was on the right track until he sent her off the rails. Let's get one thing straight, they aren't good people and they don't want to be. Jude Ace, you know the name like the back of your hand. Lead singer of world famous rock band Born Victim, fame and being in the spotlight is all he's ever known. He's used to people worshiping the ground he walks on- But he's breaking, fast and the world is watching him fall apart. Nothing ever stays a secret for long. They all adored him, but not as she did, he was their star but he was her rock. Their hatred for each other runs skin deep but something's changing in the way he looks at her and it's only a matter of time before one of them breaks.

Dr.Indecisive (Ft.YUNGBLUD) by Slxt4_yb

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Broken Pieces

"I love you" she says and kisses my jaw tenderly. "I love you too baby" I reply stroking her still damp hair. We were sat in a dirty McDonald's car park. We could be sat in a fucking pile of trash and I wouldn't care. Because I would be with her. As long as I'm with her, nothing else matters. -------------------------------------------------------- After all he had known was anger and hatred she was like a breath of fresh air to him. With just one look into her mesmerizing chocolate eyes and one listen to her angelic voice he knew he was ruined. He despised this feeling. He felt helpless. No matter how much he tried to stay away he was drawn to her and he knew he was playing a very dangerous game. Leaving the pain of her past behind her she starts a fresh in a new town with her older brother. Meeting the towns bad boy was not on her agenda but every time she saw him she was intrigued. He was rude and had a terrible attitude, but his eyes didn't show anything but pain which is something she knew all too well. They are complete opposites but have one thing in common. They are both broken, maybe just maybe they could be the cure to each others pain. ⚠️ this story contains mentions of abuse and alcohol so if you are not comfortable with this please do not read my story.