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I Hate You

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Reads 82
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Parts 9
Time 18m

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Seventeen year old Samantha High has lived a life of tragedy. With a drug addict mother and an abusive father, she begins to hate herself. She is planning her suicide. Everything is set for her to do it until she meets April Hawthorne.

Trigger warning: graphic descriptions of suicide, domestic violence, and rape. Do not read this story if it will trigger you!!All Rights Reserved

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Falling Apart by 1_Will_3

*TRIGGER WARNING: DEALS WITH DEPRESSION, SELF HARM AND SUICIDE* Amber is sixteen years old and to sugarcoat it... She hasn't had the best upbringing. She would love a different life, one where she can see her mother again and not be stuck with her abusive father. A life where she doesn't get taunted and hit and torn apart by everyone who she has ever seen. But she would never swap, she doesn't want anyone to endure the pain she's gone through. So instead, she tries to get rid of it... Again. But much to her disbelief, she is saved by the people she would least expect. She learns secrets about them that no one else knows. She feels included. Cared for. And dare I say it... She felt loved. For once in her life, she felt truly happy to be alive. But just when Amber felt safe, her life was flipped upside down and her past came back to haunt her just when she least expected it... (Sorry, I suck at descriptions, don't let it put you off) Ranking: #64 in Awareness #15 in Mental Health Awareness #73 in saddness

High school by iloveburgers098

High school is tough. Especially when you get picked on. Samantha Greene knows from personal experience. Samantha aka Sam is bullied by her classmates and by her upperclassmen. What happened when's she commit suicide one night at home, but starts appearing. She's only seen by six classmates of hers. Six classmates who all have inflicted pain unto her ? yeah that's right, PAY BACK !!

Suicidal by kaii12321

This is the story of an abused teenage girl, Maddie. Her need to die has become overwhelming and she is trying to find a way to help herself before she does something she may regret. The story is told from her point of view as she recalls all that has happened to her. Maybe telling her story will help her, maybe not. This isn't just any other sob story. This is more realistic. You may even find yourself comparing your life to Maddie's while reading this story. Disclosure: I wrote this as a 13-year-old and the writing is definitely not up to my current standards, but I feel as though changing what I have already written would take away from the emotion I put into this story at 13 years old. If you'd like an updated and more well-written version, please read my other story entitled "Remembering". TW/CW: domestic violence, child abuse, sexual assault, depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation

Going Under by xlikagbx

Samantha is a tattoed 19 years old girl who doesn't really care about the important things in life. She dropped out of college before she even complete the first semester. She's in bad terms with her whole family, including her parents. Especially them. She's addicted to any kind of drug that can take her out of reality for a while. The few friends she made whilst she was at university are the only people who can actually stand her and her ways. Selfish, rude and carefree ways. But everything twists when she meets Kyle. The boy is two years older than her, and he has a way better job than just stand behind a counter and selling stupid books all day long. Could Kyle be the only way out for Samantha to have a different (and maybe a better one) lifestyle?

Cold Water by adaline_meadows

[BWWM] I was only twelve years old when the world turned cold. The day my mom died in that car accident, I felt like someone had dumped a bucket of ice water over my heart. My dad, who had always been my hero, suddenly became a stranger, filled with rage and blame. He couldn't see that I was hurting, too; he only saw me as a reminder of his loss. The accusations cut deep. He said it was my fault for being there, for not doing something to save her. For being the reason she was in the car in the first place. In the years that followed, things only got worse. The abuse started gradually-a harsh word here, a shove there-but it escalated, leaving scars that I carried long after the physical pain faded. I was drowning in my own despair, struggling to keep my head above water while my father's anger raged like a storm around me. I only had a break from his anger when I started living with Aunt Dina-my mom's older sister. Well, that was because she found me nearly dead on my bed after I took a dozen pills. I was tired of living. I had hit rock bottom. The harsh whispers that followed me around and the stares at school. I pretended not to notice, like it didn't bother me. But it did. I was alone. Then came Athalia, a ray of sunshine cutting through my darkness. With her, I felt something I hadn't felt in years-happiness. She became my light through the darkness and my lifeline. ••••••••••• ● Warnings ⚠️ ~ Mention of suicide ~ Anxiety attacks ~ Rape attempt ~ Mention of self-harm ~ Depression

Careful What You Wish For by Killjoys427

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I Don't Think You'll Ever Wanna Love Me by hollowbodies

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His Shadow (Book I) by LokiBoreddd

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ᴄʜᴀʀʟᴏᴛᴛᴇ by Ang3holland

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Falling Apart

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