I Crave You

I wanted to know him like I had never wanted to know another. I needed him like he was the very air of my existence. His sweet silky velvet melodious yet deliciously rough voice was all it took to take me to a different state of high. He was my drug and the more I was hooked, the more I craved more each and every day.

I slowly planned my life around you. Every decision I made had you in mind. Yet you became the bane of my existence . I was a turmoil of emotions around you. Angry yet pleased, happy yet sad. Satisfied yet desperately hungry for your love and attention.

I wish I had realised the exact moment when the clock had turned so I would have buried away the feelings before they were too late. Now I am lonelier than I ever was before and craving so desperately the one person that cannot be mine....
I crave you