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Journal I guess...

lonely__writer__

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Reads 626
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Parts 8
Time 7m

lonely__writer__

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Hi, my name is Lara. 

I'm just a sad confused teenager who loves to post stuff people don't need and/or don't care about.

T/w: mentions depression, self harm, bullying, suicide attempt and mental illness.All Rights Reserved

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