The first ever time I saw Jem hurt I was six.
At the time I thought that that was the worst that could happen, that no matter what I'd never have to see him as hurt as he was then.
I was wrong.
I could barely breath seeing you die in front of me. And I couldn't do anything. I didn't even cry, I just couldn't. If you die, I wanted to die to, you where the only bright side in my life.