why am i still here?

layloni has a hard time i high school she feels depressed and wants more than anything to end it all,but somehow that won't work. she has an abusive mother and she hangs with the wrong crowd. her life is crappy until she meets someone or something she figures out why she can't die and also runs into someone who is more than interested in her. her life becomes better and worst in many different ways. layloni has to deal with supernatural freaks or kill them or end her suffering. what will she choose? will she make the right decision ? and when the time comes what will she do with her abusive mother. will layloni end it all or will she find a way to make it better before it is to late? also u should be at least 14 to read this unless your mature even though I'm 13 i guess.... if u want read it and please haterz do not report my book.