Polarize

ALMOST COMPLETELY DEAD AND WILL PROBABLY NEVER BE CONTINUED

The beaten and the broken sometimes want to beat and break something, too. Sometimes it's their enemies and sometimes, it's just a punching bag.

A very old story I'm picking up again - bear in mind my portrayals of the struggles and mental diseases are unlikely to be 100% accurate, so please let me know if I get anything wrong. I would also like to note that while all of the characters except Myra are BASED off of real people, they have key differences and are NOT to be confused with the real people themselves.

TW: Mentions of self harm, abuse, blood, mental issues, mania, homophobia, suicide, depression, nightmares, breakdowns and really cute dogs.

All of the chapter numbers are English pronunciations of Hebrew numbers.
All writing is my own.

This story is about fear! That's the theme - fear. Obviously, it's not realistic.

There are songs at the top of every chapter! I highly recommend them! They have not just been randomly picked, but fit with the atmosphere of the chapter and the theme of the characters.

Also, Ash has severe bipolar disorder and their actions are not to be followed under any circumstances. While camping outside your crush's house and throwing desks, kicks and hammers at their enemies isn't something many people would do, I also mean that avoiding your crush to the point where it makes you sick is NOT a good idea don't do it. This applies to all of the other characters as well.

And one last thing - This story is in CONSTANT flux. I change details every day, I add and delete side-stories, I change the order of chapters, I am the worst. I imagine it will stop once I finish the story, but for the time being I do recommend re-reading it from time to time.