The Darkest Of Days

Reads 1,551
Votes 40
Parts 21
Time 44m

Reads 1,551
Votes 40
Parts 21
Time 44m

Mature

amazingphil dan danandphil danhowell danhowellandphillester danielhowell danisnotonfire howell lester phandom phanfic phanfiction phil philiplester phillester wattys2017

What happens when the Phandom takes things too far?
  
  TW: Self-harm, suicide, depression
  
  A/N: Each chapter will be short as it was originally going to be a one-shot but decided to go further with itAll Rights Reserved

amazingphil dan danandphil danhowell danhowellandphillester danielhowell danisnotonfire howell lester phandom phanfic phanfiction phil philiplester phillester wattys2017

21 parts

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Oneshots of Dan and Phil!! Any trigger warnings and number of words are stated at the beginning of each chapter. Enjoy!! :3 If you have any requests let me know :-)

In Another Life (Dan and Phil X Reader) by Liv4Writing

You've lived most of your teenagerhood as a major fan of Dan and Phil, and a proud member of the Phandom (shipping them or not, your choice.) You wake up one day to find yourself seemingly inserted into Dan's life as his best friend, and the next day inserted into Phil's life. You alternate being your two favorite YouTubers' best friend. Finally, you notice that Dan and Phil are notably absent from each other's lives: they've never met. You're torn between wanting to bring the two YouTubers together to create the amazing Phandom, but you also want to continue spending your life with them. And on top of that, you only have room for one life- Dan or Phil? Note: Please read the whole story! It won't make sense if you skip chapters.

But he's my best friend? -Phan by Phangirlingx

Dan and Phil have been best friends and room-mates for many years now. Although openly shipped by many people, 'phan' are just platonic. Or are they? When both parties start to question how they really feel for each other, will it end happily? Or will it end up ruining their friendship that they both cherish so dearly? Contains no self-harm/depression. Smut warnings are shown before reading :) x

Dan is secretly suffering from depression. On the outside he seems bubbly and happy, but on the inside he wishes for it to all be over. When his friend, Phil, unexpectedly invites him to stay at his apartment, Dan struggles to keep up the glass that was protecting him. Will Phil help clean up the pieces? TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ INCLUDES SELF HARM, SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY AND EATING DISORDERS. STAY SAFE EVERYBODY. Completed 19/12/18 Best Ranking: #1 in danandphilfanfiction

Lollipop // Phan by apotatothatshipsphan

Dan Howell has crippling anxiety, and as a way to cope is to suck on lollipops. And it's always pink or light blue lollipops. Dan's a very shy pastel kid, who's always has a flower crown atop his curly brown hair. Phil Lester has always watched Dan from afar, to scared he would frighten the small boy. He has many tattoos and piercings, even his hair is dyed blue. One day he walks up to the roof of the high school, and sees Dan standing on the ledge about to jump. They both don't fit into their highly religious town, and it drives them crazy. There is smut. *TRIGGER WARNINGS* Depression, Anxiety, homophobe, Mentions of suicide, and Mentions of self harm Please do not read if you are triggered by one or more of the things listed above. •I am american, so I use american terms•

It Wasn't Just a Drunken Night(Phan) by DanToYourPhil

Dan and Phil have been best friends for years and Phil is the only person that can truly make Dan feel better when he's down. Phil likes Dan beyond the 'best friend status' but Dan has a girlfriend that he obviously loves very much. One night, when things go terribly wrong for Dan, a little too much drinking might end up changing everything for Phil and him. Is their friendship in danger of being ruined, or is it on its way to something new? *Warning: Smut in like one chapter* Word Count = About 29,201

completed ~~ Dan comes from an abusive home, and the bullies at school aren't much better. Just when he thought his time was up, he meets a boy named Phil and thinks that life may finally be worth living. ~~ self harm, suicide, fluff, etc. ~~ vemod (n.) a tender sadness or pensive melancholy; the calm feeling that something emotionally significant is over and never will be back -----------------------------------------------------------------

The Lion and The Llama: A Phan Love Story #Wattys2015 by Nalan1234

PHAN Fanfiction! *WARNING! TRIGGERS IN BOOK LIKE VERY RARE SELF HARM* No smut, just extreme fluff :) Dan Howell has been in love with his best friend Phil Lester, since they met. Dan hates himself for loving someone he is sure will never love him back. Dan convinces himself that he is too ugly, why would anyone even like him? Dan knows that Phil will never love him back, so he leaves Phil. Phil is confused. His best friend (Not to mention MAJOR crush) just left. Why? Did he scare off Dan somehow? Did Dan figure out about Phil's feelings about him? Phil is confused, hurt and goes to extreme measures to try to stop the pain. Phan love story about how these two best friends lose each other. What will happen when Dan comes back? Extremely fluffy story. Triggers like rare self harm. Please do not read if it bothers you. This is my first fan fiction, so bare with me guys :)

When Dan start school in a new place, he and Phil become friends fast. But what happens when things become to much? What happens when the only relief seems to be in harming? What happens when they start catching feelings for one another? But what happens when what Dan's been forced to do his whole life, emerges again, threatening to possibly separate them forever, especially when they need the other the most? *Contains: -fluff, smut -descriptive issues such as: self harm, abuse, suicidal thoughts PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED BY THESE THINGS stay safe *hugs*

Phil Lester is a well known youtuber. He hides behind the camera, he acts the way that he wants to but he scared to be himself at school. He's popular and he's not happy like that. Dan is sweet and rarely talks. He is always afraid that somebody will hurt him so he tries to stay away from people and emotions. Dan struggles with depression, selfharm, bullies, anorexia, a dark past, and being fostered by an abusive family. His mom and dad died when he was 13 and he blames himself everyday. His 7 year old sister is the only thing keeping him alive and sane. Phil feels bad for Dan, but he can't show it unless he wants to get hurt to. Little does Phil know, Dan is quickly losing control of his life. Read this book to go on this adventure with Dan and Phil. (Will mostly be written in Dan's POV) WARNINGS: This story will have very triggering content that deals with self harm, depression, self hatred, anorexia, abuse, harsh language, bullying, mentions of rape, bulimia, and anxiety. Please be careful reading my book and I am always here to talk if you need it. Also, Dan is shorter in this book, about 5'9" cause I have a thing with height.

Dan and Phil Oneshots

Oneshots of Dan and Phil!! Any trigger warnings and number of words are stated at the beginning of each chapter. Enjoy!! :3 If you have any requests let me know :-)

More details