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Alex falls deeper into his patterns of self destruction, Justin almost misses the signs of his part time lover, full time friend.

He just wants to help.
He doesn't know if he wants help.

(Aka Alex is in a place I was mentally in a few years ago and tries to hide it but it's so hard to hide how bad he feels)All Rights Reserved

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