Hiraeth
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(n.) a homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past.
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The world was already on a knife's edge when she was born. It had begun to crumble by the time she could stand on her own. And when the danger came, she didn't run.
Rosalie Turner wasn't meant to be a soldier. But the world didn't ask- and it didn't care. So she kept moving forward.
From the fall of Wall Maria to the war that rewrote history, in a world determined to strip it away, she clung to her humanity with bloodied hands.
This is the story of what she lost, what she fought for, and why she refused to let go.
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(JEAN KIRSTEIN x FEM. OC)
(ORIGINALLY STARTED: APRIL 2017)
(REVISED: FEBRUARY 2023)
(COMPLETED: __?__)
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