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Philophobia - Phan

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Philophobia
Noun (uncountable)
• The fear of falling in love or emotional attachment.

Dan is philophobic. He avoids conversation, friendship and, most of all, love. Just the word strikes fear in his gut. Just the idea of getting too deeply attached to someone and he's shying away into the shadows. 
But then, one day, someone knocks on his apartment door.
The same someone who was destined to change his life forever.

Phil.

(**DISCLAIMER** this isn't a 'safe' phanfiction, no it won't have smut (sorry) but it will have some self harm and references to suicide. So if you don't want to read that, I would avoid this one. Sorry!)All Rights Reserved

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Philophobia [Dr. Jonathan Crane] by Evilvillains777

"Philophobia is the fear of emotional attachment; fear of being in, or falling in love." Two opposite sides of the same coin. Both joined by their love of fear. However their love for it could turn into a competition. A bloody competition. A game where anyone can die or be hurt. But everyone has a trick up their sleeve. Some of us have just been playing the game longer. |Mix of Gotham and Batman movies|

Tinder - D.JH. by yuhsuga

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Danny's Girl (Phan) by SmolSalmon

I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.

Lollipop // Phan by apotatothatshipsphan

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The Camp - Phan by SweetLittlePhangirl

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The First Time (Phan)

Dan was a teenage boy who was a bit awkward and not the most popular person. He was happy, but not the happiest he could be. That was until he was told about a certain YouTuber who changes his life forever. A FICTIONAL story of how Phan became what it is today. This is a safe Phan fiction with no triggers (although if anyone disagrees be sure to let me know).