Crimson Illusion
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"I'm not sure if I'm ready yet to find out the hard way how strong I am."
Strength isn't always physical. I should know. I have plenty of that. It's mental strength that I'm lacking. I don't know what is real and what is an illusion anymore. He says he's real, but I know he can't be.
Someone like me can't be blessed like that, right?
Warning: Gay couples are the main couples in there, namely manxman, if you don't like it, don't read it.
NOTE: This is the second book in a series starting with The Vampire's Wolf which can be found on my profile.
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