Inside My Mind - ShadowzInHeaven - Wattpad

Inside My Mind

ShadowzInHeaven

Reads 12
Votes 5
Parts 1
Time 6m

Reads 12
Votes 5
Parts 1
Time 6m

ShadowzInHeaven

abuse deppression grades suicidal tigermom

Im empty. All that exists in my brain is algebra and chemistry and literature. Emotions that are precious to a young child died within me a long time ago. 
 
     "Cram your brain with information. Play the piano beautifully. Get good grades. That is the only way to succeed. I will raise you to be the perfect child. " The phrase is plastered in my mind. It is the key to my success, as it holds me in a cramped cell,  but can free me at any moment. I have so many secrets.

   I have to study hard to get into Tokyo Medical Institution. I have to study hard to earn a good future, and most of all, I have to study hard to satisfy my family. 

But then again, what is it all for?All Rights Reserved

abuse deppression grades suicidal tigermom

Table of contents

To Acquire a Goal
Wed, May 24, 2017

1 part

To Acquire a Goal
Wed, May 24, 2017

Sign up to add Inside My Mind to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

When It Reigns (Cursed Reigns, #1) by juliannav135

[WATTY'S 2024 SHORTLIST] When the Ravos Kingdom abducts the Nyrial Emperor's dragon, princess Aeryn Glastos must marry the demon prince planning her assassination to save her empire and end the war while guarding her heart and a dangerous secret. ------------ The twenty-two-year-old draconian princess is starting her final year at Insignia Academy during the height of the war between the draconians and demons. Aeryn's dream is to graduate as a bonded Champion in the Fire Force and fight in the war. The only problem is, she is the only draconian to never receive a power by age twenty. Ashamed of his powerless daughter, the emperor of the Nyrial Empire proposes a marriage between Aeryn and the Ravos Kingdom's demon prince to end the war and get his dragon back. Shade Cross is ruthless, cunning, and dangerously powerful. Everything he touches dies, except Aeryn. He awakens something in her she has never felt before and she acquires not one, but two powers. She must navigate both nations built upon lies, betrayals, a forbidden alliance, and a deadly curse. When she discovers the truth about her empire, she must make a choice: protect the secrets and save her father, or side with the enemy. Aeryn needs to be careful because when it reigns, it pours, and she is caught right in the middle of a feuding storm between both nations.

Eaten By The Zombie Emperor (BL) by AzureKeoS

Xiao Hanzi, a 25-year-old, who died of not being able to sleep for 3 days reading a novel called "Loving You Again" in Apocalypse Theme Setting, because a certain cannon fodder has the same name with him. That cannon fodder is making him frustrated. Xiao Hanzi in the book was very unfortunate, having a blood-sucking and cheating lover. He's so stupid and this loyal dog was loyal to the wrong target, who just used him and made him a substitute for his White Moonlight because they have similar traits. Unfortunately, in the end Xiao Hanzi in the book was betrayed and Died miserably. Xioa Hanzi snapped, coughed a mouthful of blood "for real" and then died just like that. But don't worry, our Xiao Hanzi didn't die totally, he got Transmigrated to the book and became that cannon fodder who shares the same name as him. What!? I transmigrated and become that cannon fodder in the book!? No way, author, I refuse!! But in the end, our Xiao Hanzi has no choice but to go along with it. Huh! Go along with it!? Yeah right (evil smile) Then let's follow our comrade Xiao Hanzi on his journey; fighting zombies, collecting supplies, scheming the Scum Main Characters and getting a dumpling (cough "lover") along the way and reaching the pinnacle of life. A Certain Dumpling: "....yeah right" This is an original novel I created for fun but with heart and dedication. What began as a passion project is now a story I'm excited to share. I hope you enjoy every moment!

[CH598+ Continued] Dungeon Diver: Stealing A Monster's Power by KaeNovels

A story following a young hunter named Jay. He has grown up in a world where dungeons, monsters, and humans with leveling systems are a cultural norm. At the age of 20, he awakens a skill that allows him to steal the abilities of monsters. While others are stuck with a specific skill set, he continues to grow stronger after every battle. Follow Jay's journey as he learns more about his unique situation in a world that's grown blind to the real dangers of modern-day dungeon diving.

වස්සාන ඍතු 🍂❤ by Diyana_45

"අනේහ් මට...මට මෙහෙම කරන්න එපා..මම වදින්නම්...මා...මාව අත අරින්න..මගෙ ජීවිතේ වටින දේකට කියලා මට තියෙන්නෙම මෙච්චරයි...ඒකත් මට නැති කරන්න එපා දෙයියනේ.." "වස්සාන ඍතුවට ආදරේ කරපු මට හැමදාමත් උනේ ශීත ඍතුවක් ඇතුලෙ තනිවෙන්න.." -නිවේන් "හොදින් හරි නරකින් හරි කියලා එකක් නෑ යකෝ... මට ඕනෙ,වෙන්න පුළුවන් නරකම විදිහට මට ඕනෙ දේවල් මගේ කරගන්න....මට ඕනෙ උබවනම් උබට වෙන්නෙත් අන්න ඒ ටික....මතක තියාගනින්...." -රුහිර

Cannon Fodder Cultivation Guide by NoenSnow

Other Title: Guide to Cultivating as a Cannon Fodder (炮灰修真指南) by Qinglian Yuefu Becoming a cannon fodder supporting a female character who is destined to die within the first three chapters, Zhang Yiyi decisively begins her self-rescue mode. This is the story of a young girl fighting her way out from among countless cannon fodder, ultimately achieving enlightenment and ascending by breaking through the void.

I Became the Sub-Villain with Highly Intelligent Triplet Sons (BL) by annoyingweirdo24

[Short Hiatus] Ryu Seo-woo is an award-winning best vocalist who tragically died in a plane crash and transmigrated to a BL novel, "Serenade Me, My Angel" which he read out of boredom. He transmigrated into the body of the sub-villain, who shares his name but is a C-list singer with a ruined voice due to throat damage. Living in a decrepit house with his five-year-old triplet sons (Seo-jun, Seo-min, and Seo-jin) who despise him for years of neglect and abuse, Seo-woo is determined to rewrite their lives. The novel's main couple: the stoic CEO Moon Woo-seok and his innocent, angelic singer Jin Yu-jin are destined for a happy ending. In the original story, Seo-woo's character dies in a fire, leaving his genius triplets to be adopted by the main couple. However, the transmigrated Seo-woo has no intention of dying or letting the original plot play out. Can he win over his sons and forge a new path?

ကံမကောင်းတဲ့ အမျိုးသားအရံဇာတ်ကောင်ကို လက်ထပ်ဖို့ ၇၀ခုနှစ်သို့ ပြန်သွားခြင်း by LuciousKim

_beautifulfemalelead _business _fantasy _femaleprotagonist _handsome Malelead _military _pregnancy _space _teachers

အချစ်ဦးသည်ကမ္ဘာတည် by Amelialoon

🍓သံသာလေးကကိုယ့်အတွက်တော့တန်ဖိုးဖြတ်မရတဲ့အလှဘုရင်မတစ်ပါးပါ🍓 စိုင်းခွန်နောင် #စိုင်းခွန်နောင်+သံသာဖြူ #အလွန်း Start date-5.1.2025 End date-..............

JADED by mitruworld

Stunning and newly divorced, Jade Abara is living a peaceful life happily avoiding the male species to the best of her ability. But due to her circumstances and catching the eyes of two handsome strangers, things are about to change.

Mahar's Butterfly by White_Daisy85

မဟာမြင့်မိုရ် × နွေနှောင်းလိပ်ပြာ

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

When It Reigns (Cursed Reigns, #1) cover

Eaten By The Zombie Emperor (BL) cover

[CH598+ Continued] Dungeon Diver: Stealing A Monster's Power cover

වස්සාන ඍතු 🍂❤ cover

Cannon Fodder Cultivation Guide cover

I Became the Sub-Villain with Highly Intelligent Triplet Sons (BL) cover

ကံမကောင်းတဲ့ အမျိုးသားအရံဇာတ်ကောင်ကို လက်ထပ်ဖို့ ၇၀ခုနှစ်သို့ ပြန်သွားခြင်း cover

အချစ်ဦးသည်ကမ္ဘာတည် cover

Mahar's Butterfly cover

When It Reigns (Cursed Reigns, #1)

[WATTY'S 2024 SHORTLIST] When the Ravos Kingdom abducts the Nyrial Emperor's dragon, princess Aeryn Glastos must marry the demon prince planning her assassination to save her empire and end the war while guarding her heart and a dangerous secret. ------------ The twenty-two-year-old draconian princess is starting her final year at Insignia Academy during the height of the war between the draconians and demons. Aeryn's dream is to graduate as a bonded Champion in the Fire Force and fight in the war. The only problem is, she is the only draconian to never receive a power by age twenty. Ashamed of his powerless daughter, the emperor of the Nyrial Empire proposes a marriage between Aeryn and the Ravos Kingdom's demon prince to end the war and get his dragon back. Shade Cross is ruthless, cunning, and dangerously powerful. Everything he touches dies, except Aeryn. He awakens something in her she has never felt before and she acquires not one, but two powers. She must navigate both nations built upon lies, betrayals, a forbidden alliance, and a deadly curse. When she discovers the truth about her empire, she must make a choice: protect the secrets and save her father, or side with the enemy. Aeryn needs to be careful because when it reigns, it pours, and she is caught right in the middle of a feuding storm between both nations.