Life like Hell
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Last published Fri, Apr 3, 2020
Have you ever imagined what your life would be without parents? I can't, 'cause they already left.
There's a moment in life when I gave up with living in this hell hole I stumbled upon, but a Dumb Jerk was stupid enough to save my pathetic life.
I've been in hell and back since I met Matthew Cayton Eastman, the most annoying, clingy Dumb Jerk. For the long period of being with him, I realized that I'm not the only one with fucked up problems, because there are people like him. Strong and careless on the outside and severe fragile and vulnerable on the inside.
He closed his heart three years ago, cursing the only girl he loved and the only girl he treated like a princess that broke him so severe, he never wanted to love again.
Would he ever open his heart again? Or would he be stubborn and be a heartless man for the rest of his life?
And just when I thought that my life would still stay messed up, something I thought would never happen just suddenly happened.
And I thought dreams come, keep dreaming and reach for your dream 'cause your dreams will soon come true.
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